Ch. 13 Preparations and questions

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Perth's Short POV
I'm sitting at a cafe near campus. I have a free period and Saint is in class. I'm so nervous I hope this meeting goes well. I wave my hand when his mae(mom) enters the cafe. "Wai." I greet her as she sits down. "I was surprised when you asked to meet me alone." "I have something to discuss with you. But please order whatever you like." I tell her and she does. I wait till she gets her coffee and then I begin so nervously. "I know this may seem sudden and probably too soon but I am sure of what I want and of this." I start. "This is about my son isn't it?"  I nod. "Ive come here today to respectfully ask you.."
Later
Right now I'm preforming in episode 4. Ae is preparing to ask Pete to be his forever. And his mae(mom) calls. "Hello how's it going have you asked yet?" She asks. "Not yet na. I'm nervous." "Awww. Don't be. I know my son loves you. I'm so excited. Thank you for asking me first." She says. "I know he does but im still afraid he'll say no. We havent been together long. And of course. I wanted you to approve and I hoped I would get your blessing." I tell her as Ae. "And you have my approval and my blessing. You make my son so happy." She says as Saint as Pete comes into the room. "I got to go now." "Okay tell me how it goes bye." She says and the call is ended. "Ae krub what's all this." He says gesturing to the dim lights and candle light. As well as the romantic music playing softly. "I'm trying to be romantic here." I tell him. And he smiles cutely. I go to him and take a hold of his hand and waist. I dance with him. Ae is trying to set the mood. I can't help but picture how I will do this. This is the first time fans will see AePete dance together. We are staring into each others eyes. When the song ends we stop. I take the box out of my pocket and drop to my knees. "Ae." He says in surprise and confusion. "Pete I know we haven't been together long. But I know I love you and this love is real. Please do the honor of being my husband and being mine forever." I tell him looking into his eyes and I open the box.

"Ae

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"Ae." He says wiping away a tear. I move a little in nervousness. "Yes Ae yes! I'll be yours forever." He says and I slip one of the matching rings on his ring finger and put the other on my own. Then I get up and pull him to me for a kiss. He kisses back as scripted. I struggle not to forget myself and forget that this is an AePete scene and not a PerthSaint moment. This scene only takes two takes to get green lighted and we are clear. Saint and I separate and prepare for our next scene. Which is a bed love scene.
Later
I'm leaving the jewelry store with Saint's mae(mom). She wanted to come with me to pick up my order. Saint has no idea why I wouldn't let him come with us to the store. I told him to message L. And to talk to Jim since Jim is also clueless about something. I know L won't tell him anything. And I also know that L will help but his mind at ease if he is feeling insecure. I don't like having to leave him alone but its for him so I hope he forgives me for leaving him alone just this once.

Saint's POV
I'm video chatting with Jim on my laptop while we are both texting L. I'm getting so uneasy about being left alone. I'm feeling anxious. I'm trying to focus on Jim and L. "I wonder what the hell Suga and Per are up to these days." Jim says. "Tell me about it. Per is not usually so secretive." I say. Wishing Perth was here now. L tells me not to worry. I will like the surprise. I ask L what kind of surprise requires him to leave me alone. When I'm scared of being left alone. Jim talks about a new song that he is collaborating  Yoon with. Its good that they get to work together. I'm afraid of the thoughts inside of my head that haunt me when I'm left alone. "We've been wanting your sweet ass Pete since episode 9. You will bottom for us like you bottomed for Ae." I hear the man's voice in my head taunting me. Haunting me. "No stop! Please don't!" I cry out. Closing my eyes and covering my ears.  I don't want this. Why is this happening to me? I am vaguely aware of Jim calling out to me. But I can't focus on him I'm losing myself to a memory. I'm back in that cold bathroom. I only want Perth only Perth can have me like this. "After we take you we will also take your hubby too. He's a top but we bet he'll like it rough." Fan 1 says having taken my pants off. They want to hurt Perth??! Why do they want to hurt him? I keep crying out no and stop and I struggle trying to break free. But fan 2 holds me down even harder. Suddenly fan one jabs it in hard. And I scream in pain as tears fall even harder. "Boy is a screamer who would have guessed? I bet Ae loves that." The fan says haunting me. Perth.. I cry thinking of him. I'm so sorry. They are far too strong. I keep screaming and crying no still trying to get away even though its no use. Fan one keeps pounding into me far harder than Perth ever has. This is so painful there is dark spots in my vision. I feel like the sound and color disappears from my senses as I can only feel the pain. I feel myself breaking. I keep screaming even though my world has gone silent. Suddenly warm arms are wrapped around me. "Its okay. I'm here love they can't hurt you anymore." I look up into Perth's loving eyes and I'm back in my room. He pulls me to him and I sob into his shoulder. How can he want me like this?! I've been broken and ruined by strangers. I'll probably lose him one day. He'll tire of dealing with me when I'm like this and he will leave me. And when that happens I'll die. I hold onto him tightly. Sobbing uncontrollably.
2 weeks later
Perth has been nothing but loving to me but I can't help but think he is preparing to leave. With how odd he has been acting and how secretive he's been lately. Everytime he won't tell me what's going on with him and L I break a little more. Jim is going out of his mind for Yoon has been just as odd and secretive with him as Perth's been with me. Are we both losing our lovers? Right now we are at mae's(mom's) she invited us over for dinner. She is acting odd to. Just what the hell is going on? After dinner mae(mom) has us go in the den while she gets something. The den has been decorated with flowers and pictures of Perth and I at various events and as Ae and Pete. Suddenly I notice Perth on one knee. "Saint we have known each other for over a year now and who knew we would be this close when we first met as co-stars. My heart stopped when we met and little did I know at the time but you touched my heart with one look. And my feelings grew quickly from like to love. We barely became official during that fateful fanmeet. And I honestly never knew that love could be like this. No one can or could love me like you do. Or touch me like you do. Every day you make me fall deeper in love with you just by being you. The best thing ive ever got to do was love you. I'm  asking you if you will give me the chance to love you forever? Will you marry me and make me the happiest man in the world?" He asks and he opens the black box holding rings.

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