"I'm Fine" TordTom//TomTord

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∆trigger warning, you thot.∆

No one's pov;

"You address me as daddy when we're alone."

'He's having one of those days..' Tom thought quietly to himself until Tord spoke again.

"No, don't even call me that. Call me Red Leader." A small smirk tugged on the red hooded man's lips while the blue Brit looked up at him confused.

Tom had never been told to call him that until today, to scared to start an argument the blue boy nods before quietly saying. "yes Red Leader....-"

"I didn't catch that." Tord said as the smirk grew on his lips, showing the he clearly heard Tom the first time.

Tom sighed and rolled his eyes, his salty side showing. "I said, yes Red Leader, asshat." Tom spat right before Tord slapped him hard enough to leave a red handprint that would more than likely take away to go away.

The Brit flinched and quickly brought his hand to his cheek as some tears scrolled down his face. "I'm sorry..." He said quietly, letting out a few small whimpers as he said this and refused to make eye contact.

"You better be." Tord's words were laced with venom as he said this and stood from off the bed. He took his hoodie off before leaving the room, stopping at the doorway. "I'll be back in a bit, I love you."

Tom sighed and responded with a quick, "I love you too." Before sitting up straight and wiping his tears off with the blanket as Tord left the room.

Tom's pov;

A thousand thoughts ran through my head as my lover left the room. He probably went to the bathroom but oh well. I had a huge wave of anxiety hit me in the head as I started to think about how maybe Tord doesn't love me... What if he just see's me as a toy for him to play with? What if I'm just a piece of trash to him??

I couldn't handle these thoughts. I quickly stood and started looking through my nightstand.

Finally I thought to myself before I pulled out a small bottle of pills. I took about three and instantly felt a whole lot better, a smile spreading across my lips.

I felt so much more happy, a bunch of happy thoughts drowning my mind, but something didn't feel right... I started to tear up but I was smiling..

I take one more pull before putting them away and walking out my room to find my lover, a smile still on my face. I walked into the kitchen and saw him making himself food, my smile somehow getting bigger as I run up and hug him tightly from behind. "I'm sorry, Red Leader, I love you.."

He looked a bit shocked by this and looked down at me, confused onto why I was so happy. "I love you too." He said before kissing the top of my head.

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It's been a few more months, I'm still taking my happy pills and I love them! They make me feel so much better.

Speaking of pills.. I get up from my bed and take about 4 or 5 pills, instantly smiling like I usually do. Tord then walked into the room, he looked pissed and I didn't get why.

He walked straight up to me and grabbed my hair before throwing me into the wall, accidentally leaving a whole.

I teared up a bit but kept smiling, looking up at him with fear in my eyes. "I got fucking fired!" Tord yelled as if it was MY fault. He had been working at a kids ice cream shop to make some extra money but, why'd he get fired?

"They did a fucking drug test and mine came up positive!" He said this with an angered voice as I stood up and wiped my face on my hoodie sleeve. "I'm sorry, love." I said softly before he smacked me and said, "shut it, whore."

I went quiet and had a smile smile on my face, I'm guessing Tord didn't like my smile cause he pushed me to the ground and kicked my rib. "why are you smile so much??" He asked as he continued to kick me.

I held my stomach as some blood dripped out from between my smiling lips, tears running down my face as I stayed silent and he kicked me.

I'm to lazy to write more :,)
Annnywaaays, thank you for reading my sucky work,,, I don't know if anyone remembers but I once said the original name of the book was "the smiling boy" but I soon changed it? Wellllll I decided to add some of that plot into this UwU
Sorry for any typos QwQ
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