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when the day met the night

This chapter is really harsh, suicide is a big topic in this chapter. Stay safe please, messages are always open on here. Please talk to me/someone if youre struggling.

suicide hotline: 1-800-273-8255

Stay strong, killjoy.

ryan: guys um I thought I should inform you

pattix: is everything okay?

salty: ryan you don't have to tell, I can I know this is hard for you.

kiyoko: wait what's going on?

killjoy: I'm assuming something bad..

applejuice: hey Ryan it's okay we're here, awsten can tell us.

ryan: ok awsten go ahead

salty: well ryan found brendons body in the tub, unconscious. Once I heard Ryan scream I ran into the bathroom seeing brendons body, i called 911 and we didn't know what happened. It turns out he overdosed on pills in a suicide attempt. Hes in the hospital, he wont die but hes in horrible condition.

killjoy: no no no no I'm so sorry.

kiyoko: I cant believe we almost lost bred

applejuice: I'm sorry Ryan, stay strong okay? Were always here

pattix: yes we are, please talk to us. And that goes for everyone on this chat, talk to someone if you feel like you need.

ryan: thanks guys. I gotta go.

killjoy: stay strong.

salty: ryans not doing well. He was crying all last night and all today. Poor boys exhausted, hes at the hospital with bred, I'm supposed to go there and let Ryan sleep while I stay with bred.

kiyoko: if you need any of us to stay with bred, we will.

salty: thanks guys.

kiyoko: but was there something that we weren't seeing? Bred has never had any signs of doing something like this.

salty: he left a note, it stated:

Ryan, Awsten please tell everyone that I love them. I love you guys too. But I cant do this anymore, I know I'm that type of person that you would never suspect doing this, but so much is going on, with summer coming to an end, I've been seeing more kids around. Specifically, Dallon, Spencer, and Jon, they did stuff to me that I can't explain. Remember that Friday when I didnt show up at hayley's party? It was because I just went through something that was so traumatizing, I felt so guilty. All I wanted to do was die. And that's what will happen tonight, all the shit will be put behind me and I will be free of all terror. You will never know what dallon and his..dumbass friends did to me. But please make sure dallon knows how much I hate him once I'm gone. Ryan I'm sorry for leaving you but, please, promise me this, you wont mourn a day. And you'll move on to someone else. Everyone else. I love you so much, I will miss you but also promise that you wont mourn a day.

Love you all. Bred.

kiyoko: I'm going to beat dallon up and his little friends too!

pattix: we need to find out what they did to bred

salty: yes we do

killjoy: how tho?

applejuice: we'll figure it out..

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Harsh chapter. But did you see the tøp reference???? If you didnt I'll give u a hint. It's in brendons suicide note.

title inspiration: panic! at the disco- when the day met the night.

merci pour le venin....