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I can't think about anything other than Evan, he is in every single one of my classes. He is smart, athletic, and he is tall. Not taller than me but he is just half an inch shorter. I don't talk to him and he doesn't talk to me, it's just how it is. I don't know what I want or why I want it but the feeling is there with nothing else. It is impossible to concentrate with him around always smiling, confident. The thing that bothers me is that he just doesn't care about me, he never looks over or waves. The tests went great for me, there was a maze and I knew from past experience it you put your right hand on the wall and walk keeping it there you will find the exit. It wasn't hard for me however, I knew his mind was going a mile a minute he was quick cunning and followed. Smart choice if I do say so myself, but his eyes looked clouded and confused and he was mumbling to himself. He didn't look relaxed it was more of a beaten down sadness, at the end we walked silently to where are parents were waiting and that was that. I don't know why we had to go through a maze but it was a was of my time. It made me late for practice.
Every time I look at him in class it hurts. I just wish he wasn't a Capricorn. Sometimes I think he is looking at me but he never is. It's because he reminds me so much about Scarlett my best friend who is now a Leo and I don't associate my self with them.
