unsaid words. [noren]

flightless bird

Monday, 7th Jan

To the boy who doesn't even know that all the letters I have written every midnight was all for him, Jeno

Everything I heard or read
Poems, quotes, lyrics
Everything
Is always remind me of you

All the phrases
Feels like intertwine with every piece of you
- even the dumbest things you does to me

You are a tall boy with deep voice, sharp brown eyes and messy hair
How can I not miss you?
It's terrible, right?
But, not!
That's not the only one!
Because the most horrible thing is..
I have no idea about how to make you miss me!

I want you
Not just 'want' but 'really want you'
But also want you to get over me
Ya, I knew!
It's complicated
Get to know you is complicated
Being your best friend is complicated too
Moreover, loving you.

You know?
I'm just a pathetic
And you are the most wanted boy
It's like flightless bird trying to pursue the fastest bird in the world
Impossible!
Useless!
Fuck you, bastard!
You made me hate myself more than before!

But..
I love you
Even I'm not deserve you
I mean, no one deserves me
Because everyone deserves better

But, still.
I love you..
Jeno

I love you

From an idiot you've known, Renjun

This poem dedicated to the wisher, the dreamer and the sidekick lover. Im so sorry if I destructed your heart again :"