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morning
You woke up from the sun in your eyes , you were on Lisa's sofa ..you saw her across from you on the other sofa .

You were still in your costume from last night ..oh god last night .

You felt like you were gonna cry again from the sudden memories that came crashing into your mind.

The thoughts were making you feel sick.

You sat up , your face felt all irritated from the mixture of your tears and makeup dried onto your skin.

This is not how you wanted to wake up.

You wanted to wake up with no sorrow , you wanted to go onto your phone and be able to read texts from people that didn't start with "hope you are ok" ...

But here you are.

Sat on your bestfriends sofa.

Puffy eyes from crying along with dark streaks of mascara along with flashbacks to the horrible scene of your so called boyfriend chea-

NO !!

You didn't even want to think about it , you viciously shook our head before hitting the back of it ..as if hoping you could smack the memories out of you mind for good.

You got up to go to the bathroom to freshen your self up.

You noticed the hicky still on your neck ..you broke down a little and began sniffling .

You missed him so much .
"Y/N??" You heard Lisa call you .

You quickly wiped your eyes again before walking out .

"Hey"she gave you a sympathetic smile .

You just stood near the door and gave a weak smile back .

"Come here" she said walking over to you holding her arms open , you hugged her "I'm so sorry b" she said squeezing you .

You sniffled a bit blinking , a tear fell from your eye onto Lisa's shoulder "sorry"you spoke before wiping away the excess droplet from your eye.

"Aha it's fine" she said releasing you from the hug .

You were lucky to have a caring bestfriend like her . "You wanna lie back down and I'll make us some food" she smiled at you , you nodded heading back to the sofa .

If you were honest you weren't in the mood for food, you weren't in the mood for anything.

———-2hrs later
Hobi POV :

I was awake in my room , I couldn't sleep at all last night . Knowing she was crying ..because of me !

I'm such a fucking dumb ass !

I love her and I've made her feel like shit ! I have to talk to her .

I was drunk and horny from her last night ..only she makes me feel the way I do and no one else ..I was stupidly using soya to get rid of my boner from Y/N and I shouldn't have done ..we were both drunk though ..I still shouldn't have even stayed in that room that long !

Why the fuck did I cheat on her ! I need to explain to her ; she deserves an explanation . She deserves to know my reasons despite how ridiculous they are.

This whole situation is ridiculous..how have I managed to ruin the best 5 day relationship in the space of one night .

I've gotta drive to Lisa's .

I threw on a hoodie and jeans before grabbing my car keys. I didn't even say hello or goodbye to my parents who were both in the kitchen.

They would only ask how Y/N is doing ..they don't even know what happened.
———-
I pulled up outside Lisa's house , here goes .

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