Ok so I was mad at myself for telling him my name, then I slept with him and now I've told him every little detail. I mentally facepalm as I think over what I've done. I care about Knuckles and I'm pretty sure he cares about me but I cannot and will not drag him into this. I will play all nice until we get back tomorrow night then I need to get away. I can't let myself continue to fall for Knuckles and I can't put him in danger either.
As I lie here in bed watching Knuckles sleep on the couch I can't relax. I mean, I know I'm safe with Knuckles, I know he won't do what Alec did but even so I can't fall asleep in this bed just in case, every time I feel my eyes get heavy my brain reminds me of the image of waking up to Alec on top of me and the pain of him taking my virginity against my will. I refuse to belong to him and he hasn't ruined me, I can fuck who I want, when and where I want.
I watch through the gap in the drapes as the sun rises and I climb out of bed, heading for the shower. When Knuckles and I part ways tonight I don't know where I'll end up, but I know I can't stick around. I feel the hot water run down my body for a few minutes before I step out and dry myself off. I walk into the room and grab some clothes before dropping my towel on the bed
"Now theres an image I like waking up to." I hear from behind me and turn to see Knuckles checking out my naked body
"Nothing you haven't seen before." I say as I turn back to grab my panties. I gasp as I feel him behind me, his arms snake around my body until his hands cup my breasts and his lips brush against my neck. As his lips travel down the side of my neck and across my shoulder his thumbs tease my nipples and I moan softly.
"Knuckles." I sigh as he touches me so gently, this is nothing like our past two encounters which were desperate, frantic and rough. This is slow and gentle, his soft lips and rough beard on my neck is driving me insane. My hand finds his hair and I grip it with my fingers, my other hand reaching behind me and gripping onto his hip. Slowly, painfully slowly, one of his hands begins to move down my body, stroking the skin on my stomach as he moves down, finally reaching between my thighs, my body shudders when his fingers make contact and I can't hold on the moans as they fall from my lips
"You like that Scarlett?" He asks, his lips against my ear and I can only nod as my grip on his hair and hip tightens. Who said men can't multitask as his lips tease my neck, one hand teases my nipple and his other hand is driving me to the edge
"Caleb." I moan as I feel my climax building. I feel him moan against the skin of my neck and my body falls back against his, but he supports me and I feel his excitement through his boxers against my ass. I feel his teeth on the skin of my neck as I ride my orgasm and a slur of nonsense comes from my lips.
Knuckles supports me until my breathing calms down and I stand up, I turn to face him and back him up against the couch until he falls back to sit down. I kneel before him and I can see the fire in his eyes. I pull his boxers down, releasing his hard cock. I run my tongue along his length and smile as he groans, without warning I take all of him in my mouth and his fingers run through my hair. I work him with my mouth and hand as he moans and tugs at my hair before suddenly he pulls me back
"I need to be inside you." Is all he says as he quickly goes to his bag, pulls out a condom and then pushes me down onto the couch. He rolls the condom on before climbing on top of me and I moan as he fills me completely. I wrap my legs around his waist as he begins to thrust in and out of me, our lips meet and his hand grasps at my breast, teasing my nipple. My nails dig into his back and I moan into his mouth with each thrust, moving my hips to meet him
"Fuck you feel so good Scarlett." He groans as I feel my body heading over the edge. My orgasm hits me hard and I cry out as with a few more thrusts he joins me and fills the condom.
"Fuck." He says as he slowly moves off of me and goes to dispose of the condom.
"Jeez I feel like I need to shower all over again." I say as I stand up and examine my sweaty body
"That's a good idea." Knuckles says as he walks up to me and picks me up. I giggle as he carries me into the bathroom.
After round two in the shower we finally got back on the road, I'm know what I'm doing is stupid. I've revealed myself to this guy, the first guy I have actual feelings for, the first guy I've had sex with more than once and tonight I'll be leaving him behind. I can't see him again, if Alec sees him with me again he will use him to try and get to me and I don't want Knuckles to get hurt again.
"When we arrive tonight, I've got somewhere you can crash, you should think about staying a couple of days at least, get some rest from being on the run. It's kind of out of the way so no one will know you're there." Knuckles says as he drives, the longer I stay around him the harder it will be to leave
"Maybe for tonight, I'll find transport tomorrow. I can't stick around anywhere too long." I reply
"Alec won't find you on my clubs territory, trust me."
"You have no idea what he's capable of Knuckles, he's always found me, no matter where I end up. Your president doesn't even know who he is and he wasn't happy about me being around, imagine if Aleksandr Mikhailov turned up at the front door of your clubhouse, I'm sure Killer would be super pleased with you for bringing me back around." I reply
"Let me worry about my president, if you knew the history of my club you would know we can handle anything or anyone. Just think about it Scarlett, I care about you and want you safe." I look at Knuckles as his eyes flick between me and the road and I can tell he's being honest, why did I have to walk into that clinic and see him? This is going to crash and burn.
"Just take tonight and think about it." He says taking my hand in his
"I'll think about it." I reply smiling. He releases my hand and puts his hand back on the wheel and I sink down in my chair, not sleeping last night is finally catching up with me. As I relax back in the chair I drift off into a daydream. My dad, brother and I working on cars in the garage, my mom and sister off on another shopping trip and Knuckles, the cute guy I can have feelings for without putting him in danger and finally sleep takes over.
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MC Scars (Broken Demons MC #3)
ChickLitKnuckles is fed up of the couples scene at the clubhouse and wants to get out and party, but then he meets a girl who changes everything. Does he risk betraying his club, his family for a girl he barely knows or will he do what ever it takes to prot...
