CONFESSION.

CHAPTER TWO.

TEN YEARS LATER
PART EIGHT
REVANGE.
Time heals the worst of wounds, so they say. I may have forgiven my dear ex girlfriend Eve but, I never forgot even a single second that my best friend had taken the most valuable gift nature had provided for me. I imagined every day how my life would be with her as my wife. But that pleasure of finding out was crushed long ago by a man who was supposed to have my back. It always hurt when the people you trust without a flicker of doubt let you down. We all graduated and went our separate ways. I secured employment in one of the leading government parastatals. Eve took time to heal from the break up. It really messed her up big time. She had blamed herself for the break up. It's always hard getting over a long relationship. Two years later she was employed by the United Nations. Alex having done very well in Linguistics was hired by an international company as a linguistic expert. He did lots of traveling to different countries when his expertise was required. We had all done very well in life. Eve still writes to me. Hoping that one day I will reconsider. She sends cards and flowers to my office. I still think about her, you don't just get over a woman like that. I think a bout the good old times  we had when we were on better terms. She never really moved on. She had had another boyfriend in her life for a couple of years but it didn't work out. She still hopes that one day I will go back to her. I feels sorry for her because deep within me I  knew I could never allow her back in my life. It's a firm irrevocable resolution I had made. You don't put your finger back where it had been bitten. Most of our age mates were already married and having great families. I was late and I could feel the unspoken questions of society and relatives asking me when am going to get a wife. I had everything  I ever dreamt of. Nice house , nice car, a lots of cash and business ventures. I lucked only one thing. A woman to bring home. My heart was still stuck somewhere ten years ago. My heart still loved a woman that my mind have refused to accept. Am in a total mess just because one man decided to ruin my life. And I have planned a way to revange.

PART NINE.
A CHANCE.
All this years, I have followed and stalked Alex in whatever he did. I have read alot on how to conduct serveillance on a person. I have created multiple pseudo accounts on social media just to follow what Alex was doing in his life. I was obsessed with doing something to him that he will always remember. Something that would hurt him  so badly he will feel the pain forever. I knew where he ate, what he ate ,where he stayed, where he goes to pass time , I knew all the clothes he wore, where he went to church, his hobbies, his favourite joints, I knew his friends. I knew him better than he knew himself. And I knew something that made my heart ache, something that only made it worse. He had quietly married his university girlfriend. That what made me soo mad at him. He didnt deserver to have  a wife as far as I was concerned. For the past three years I had to endure seeing him happy with his beautiful wife. Flaunting her every where on social media. She is a very beautiful woman. I spied on both him and his wife day and night.  Waiting patiently for a chance to present itself.  If you want to hurt a man, take away that which he so love. I was trying to find out his weakness. His breaking point, his soft spot. For all this year not a chance presented itself. I came up with nothing. For ten years!! I was desperate to revange. I was getting disappointed and exhausted of waiting for the right time to strike. I wanted to kill him and get it over with. I could wait for him at his house and slit his throat while he slept, or burn his house  with him tied inside.I hated him. He had turned me into a pathetic man. It pained me to know that he doesn't even remember what he did to me. He don't even know what became of me. He never apologized. He just walk out like nothing had happend. He had screwed Eve and dumped her like trash. Whenever I saw his photo on social media I  burn with anger. Time was not giving me a chance to settle my score. I took a break from spying him for several months. Turns out I had done the right thing.  One fine evening, when I was almost giving up,  I saw it. The chance I so longed for. The time had come!!!

PART TEN.
THE WIFE.
Every marriage has its ups and downs. No Matter how much a couple loved each other, there was always a trying moment. A time that arise in every relationship to test their love, and faith.  Alex's marriage was not an exception. It had reached it's tough time. There was something happening between him and his wife. I could feel it. He had posted on social media a simple line. GOD REMEMBER US. It was just a simple prayer that would be his worst mistake. I checked his wife's social media accounts. She had such a post too. She had quoted a Bible verse. The one that talks about God's time being the best. I knew they were having difficulties. I conducted an investigation and asked close friends to the family. They confirmed what was on my mind. Alex and his wife had not succeeded in getting a child since marriage. My face brightened. This was it. This was my chance. In a time like this , a woman will do anything to keep her marriage intact. Soon, she will be looking for someone who can help her. A doctor or someone who can help them have a child. It was of paramount importance. She will be an easy target now. I knew where she worked and every thing about her and what she does. I had read old books on karma sutra and the precivilization books on emotional manipulation. She was  a woman emotionaly unstable. She will  be open to any idea that would give her a glimpse of some hope of getting pregnant. I mastered the simple art of  manipulating a woman. Especially a woman in dire need. My chance has come. It will be tit for tat. An eye for an eye.

PART ELEVEN.
A PLAN.
It's very sad that I was soo happy at another man's bad luck. I aught to have been sorry for him. It's a cruel thing not being able to have children. But he was the man who had ruined my life. And I didnt have any sympathy  for such a mean sob. That week I trailed Alex's wife with a hope of getting a chance to introduce myself. The first three days I didn't get any chance. On the fourth day, I drove behind her car as she went home from work. She made a stop at a supermarket.! This was it. It was time. I parked and waited for her to get in. I followed suit. She went straight to the vegetables and fruits section. I took a trolley and approached from the other direction. I could see her on the wall mirror as she picked several fruits and some vegetables from the stall. I knew she will stop by the milk ATM. I had seen her with a clear bottle. I was right. She made her way to the ATM. I waited at the corner as I watched her approach on the wall mirrors. As she was about to make a turn, I moved my trolley in her way. Her trolley crushed into mine and her shopping spilled on the floor. Some yogurt on my trolley bust  open and spilled on her nice dress. It was  all going well.
"Oh am sorry" I said as I hurriedly knelt to help her with her shopping.
"Its ok , I should have been careful" she was saying. She possessed a nice voice.
With her shopping back on her trolley, I turned to her. She was trying to wipe out the yogurt on her dress. I had a clean handkerchief which I drew quickly.
" Here " I said as I kneeled again beside her. Before she could stop me. I was wiping the yogurt from her dress. She stood there and looked on shyly. There are several ways you can warm your self into a woman's heart. One of them is to be her knight in shining armour. Being there at the exact moment when she need some help and saving the day. Lesson one. I rose from my knees still apologizing. When my eyes met hers for the first time, I was struck by the shear beauty of her face. I exaggerated my surprise by stammering a few more words of apology. I let her see how I was trembling at her presence. Lesson two; always make a woman feel superior. Let her think you are helpless in her arms . Let her feel in control. It makes her feel special, respected and wanted. I hustly offered my hand and she took it so fast. She had a warm handshake.
"Forgive me but your beauty took me aback." I said shyly. Still pretending to stare helplessly at her face. Not her eyes. Her face. Lesson three. Never stare at a woman's body at your first meet. Don't look at her nice breasts or the elaborate cleavage between them. She will know you are not a loving type. You are a fucking and running type. Look her on her face with admiration. Never lower your gaze to her chest. Her heart will melt. She will trust you.
"Thank you" she said with the boldest of smile I have ever seen.
Before it could become awkward, and before she could subsequently let me see the ring on her finger, I reached into my wallet and offered her my card.
She took it and before she said anything else I was already out of her way. She stood there for a while staring at my departing back. I turned once and waved. She smiled back. I was gone. The card on her arms had my mobile number and a fake name and a like wise fake profession. It conveniently stated:
GEORGE N MBOYA
LABORATORY EXPERT.
THE AGHA KHAN FOUNDATION.
NAIROBI.
Lesson four, give a woman what she need. She will always come back. I knew she was eager to find out if she had a problem preventing her from getting pregnant. She would think it was a God sent  opportunity to get her reproductive  system checked. I povided an opportunity to her. All I had to do now was to wait for her call.

PART TWELVE.
PLAN UNDERWAY.