Pen pal

12 part one of two chapters

hElLo. So yeah I've been gone for a while sorry about that to the 8 people who read my books lolz. But like it's been hard cause I've went through a breakup and breakdowns if u know what I mean * finger guns *. Sorry. Anyway! Here ya go sorry if it's shit.

Dan

I walked into my third period, Language art. I was feeling kinda bipolar about this class. The bright side was I would get to see Phil. The bad side, was i have to see Phil.

I looked over to my desk to see Phil sitting next to it. I gave a sigh, it's better than him sitting behind me. Phil looked up and have a soft smile before turning back to his book. I took a seat and pulled out my phone.

Molley: hey phil

I looked over to Phil, his phone buzzed kinda gave me a sudden adrenaline rush.

Phil: hey. It's been a while. Where you been?

I tucked my phone down so phil wouldn't see me typing.

Molley: it's been a weird couple of weeks. Also how are things with dan?

Phil sighed a very loud sigh. I could feel his eyes on me, I couldn't see them, but I knew they were sparkling that beautiful ocean blue color.

Phil: better. We are talking again. I'm glad.

Molley: that's good. Also you look nice today. I like your sweater.

It wasn't a lie. I really did like his jumper.

Phil: thanks. Normally I would compliment you too but as I don't know who you are, it's no use lol

Molley: well we are in the same class. Pick a person and compliment them. Maybe you'll guess right. I doubt it tho lol

Phil looked around the room. I could tell he wasn't really comfortable with doing that. He wasn't the type to just look at someone and say something he likes about them.

Phil: well i doubt this is you but Dan looks good today. I've always liked how his hair is obviously straightened but you can still see the curls.

I pushed my hood up so phil wouldn't see me turning red. Maybe he was the type to observe people, or maybe just observe me... I shook the feeling from my head. Phil would never like me like I like him. It was a stupid crush that wound end up in the ditch.

The teacher walked in, everyone put their phones up except the "emo" kids who didn't give two shits but irl they gave many shits, they just didn't want to show it.

As soon as the teacher started talking, I zoned out. It's not that I didn't care, it's just that the world seemed to be moving to fast and now seemed like a good time to catch up. I started thinking about the day before, when Phil and I talked. It had been so long. I looked over to him. His soft pale skin color, the way is hair was a bitch black color, like the night sky, the way he had a confused look like a puppy when the teacher said something he didn't understand.

Dan was so in love. And he couldn't do anything about it.

The moment Phil's head turned to even gaze in my direction I looked away, with soft flusters going across my puffy cheeks.

Dan was confused. Why couldn't he just be normal and like a girl. His mind raced before he realized something. He was...dating (?) Jack.

Part one of two of this chapter. just needed to get a chapter out