January 1,2014
Finn's p.o.v
Why must she be so beautiful? Why does she have to have such an amazingly incredible smile that lightens up my day? What spell has she put on me that has got me stuck on stupid? Should I tell her how I feel? Does she like me as well or am I in this alone? Would it be awkward if we were to start dating? How would she react if I told her?
All thosequestions runthrough my mind as I stare at the angel that stands before me, her eyes, her smile, her pink kiss-able lips,and God the way her hips sway as she walk. I bit my lip as I thought about her,the way her eyes crinkle when she laughs. Damn, she's ju-
"Finn...Finn...FINN!!!!" Skylar yelled waving her hand in my face, retracting me from my thoughts "Sorry, I kinda zoned out" I muttered
"Mason, I bet he was daydreamin' about Heather again" Skylar chuckled I scoffed and glared at them "Whatever" I said turning a deep shade of pink. It's not my fault she's so awesome.
"Yeah, he was muttering about her last night in his sleep. He was all like 'Heather, I love you, will you be mine?" Mason laughed as he made his voice deep
"I don't even sound like that" I scolded him "Your not so perfect in your sleep either" I added "Oh yeah, what do I say?" He said crossing his arms over his chest
"When your asleep pretend to be Spiderman" Skylar said clutching her stomach and hysterically laughing "Y-you what?!!" Heather chimed in as we all laughed, Mason blushing a deep cherry red as he glared at us all
"No I don't" he pouted "Awh poor wittle Mason, do you want to be Spiderman?" Heather cooed and pinched his cheeks he simply nodded "there's nothing wrong with that" he exclaimed playfully
"Anyway, we should get ready for school, so get out!" Heather demanded pushing us out of her room shutting her door behind us "Wait, my clothes are in there" Skylar practically screamed in my ear "well think you for giving me brain damage and hearing lose" I sarcastically scoffed
Suddenly I felt a pair of shorts on my face "I believe these are yours" I said taking the shorts and handing them to Skylar, who smiled gracefully as she skipped away to her room
We're all staying at Heather's house for about two or three weeks until parents get back from their business trip. We're kind of like her babysitter's it's just that we're her best friends as well.
Anyway, I can't seem to shake those thoughts that repeat in my mind like a broken record. Would it be easier if I just dated another girl to get my mind off of Heather, I mean think about she's my best friend, she probably looks at me as if I was her brother, which would be kind of weird for me since I think about holding her close when she's sad or just wants to cuddle, kissing her goodnight, goodmorning,and goodafternoon, or even asking her out on a date. Don't you think that's weird? I can't stop myself from wanting her and the fact being that we're so close makes it harder on me, it makes me feel like I'm lying to her which I don't want to do.
I walk slowly to the guest room I've been sleeping in thinking about everything and trying to make it all go away. I can't be in love with her, that just can't happen. What am I going to do? I know that once you fall in love sometimes your in it 'till the end but maybe this isn't real love, maybe I'm just going through a teenager thing. I'm sure my parents went through this.
I'm now in the shower trying to wash the thoughts away but it's like the questions have been permanently marked into my brain.
Maybe I can ask her how she would feel if any of started dating specifically her and I and maybe she wouldn't notice the beats of sweat that will be sure to come pouring down my face before I even get the words out.
After I finished my shower I brushed my teeth and got dressed. I'm sure today will be hard.
If only I could get these damn questions out of my head. They seem to be taunting me, making me feel as though I'm going crazy. Fuck it, I'm crazy in love with Heather Scott...
