Chapter 21

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Ash POV

I'm sitting in the vehicle trying to fathom how I'm going to tell Dime that I need her to go off her medication for this.

"Dime come off your medication, I need that thing you do" I blurted it I don't have to think he does tonight.

She snapped her head towards me and scrunched her eyes."no "

"Oh come on why not!!!!" I hit the steering wheel get irritated quickly.

"I don't like who I am off of them. Remember when I was with the kids,?" Dime calmly reminded me of the time she almost crashed the car with the kids in there.

I clenched my jaw raising my fist and bring it down forcefully knocking some of the elements over that were lying peacefully there. Dime was unphased and she continued to watch the television.

"Are you done ma?" Dimes full attention was on the television as she asked completely done with my notion.

"But-"

"but nothing Ashley. If you love or ever even loved me you will not make me do this" she was calm and cryptic with her words.

"matter of fact why are you so pent up on a guy that doesn't give a fuck about you? He hasn't come for us in months hell almost a year. That should tell you something, Ashley. A guy like that doesn't stop 'till he's six feet under." Dime sighed and smirked just a little.

"do you know where he is?" I was suspicious.

"dealt with us all you need to know. Cree and I handled it with Elle, " Dime seemed as if she were lying to me but something about her tone proved otherwise.

I sat in silence and watched tv until I fell asleep.

Dime POV

"Come on Elle did you find him," I whispered harshly into the phone.

"look I said I'm handling it okay!!!!" she. Scremed back and hung up the phone. I turned around to Ashley who was looking confused.

"Who was that"

"My mom...she lost our family pet" I quickly lied. We do have a dog. Ashley rose her brow but shook her head.

"Loving You is like learning to read" Ashley smiled. "You learn something new the more you read, things you like and dislike. Your book isn't easy to read though. I had to force myself to learn to love you. I'm glad I did. But I'm unhappy that you're a god damn lie." She was calm and turned on her feet and went in leaving me shocked.

"You talk about my book but what about yours!!! We fucked each other up trying learn one another. But yet two children, and something that keeps us in unison together " I walked up to her quickly and she turned to face me so fast our lips connected for just a second. A dark blush intruded on both our faces. She wrapped her arms around my neck and I placed mines on her hips and we rocked back in forth in silence our heads connected.

"If this is how we argue now, we should do it more often" I smiled through my words and she lifted her head up she puckered her lips like Ky does when she wants a kiss.

I picked her lips twice and then kissed her all over her face and cheeks.

"It was Elle she's handled him and all we need to do is let go and let god. We've driven the plane forcing where we wanted to go but now let's just sit back as it goes on autopilot."I smiled and Ashley seemed a tad upset but smiled and kissed me.

"If that's all we gotta do then so be it"

"I always wondered how we got here to this point" Ash smiled as we swayed back and forth.

"Me loving you first is how we got here and you learning to love me"I smiled

I heard tiny footsteps and in cake Ky and P breaking us up.

"Now it's Us loving them"Ash giggled as Ky attacked her with hugs and kisses and Peyton following.

"If this is autopilot, then I love it already" I smirked to myself.

I sat and watched Ash interact with Ky and P until I felt little hands over my eyes.

"Mommy!!!! Come play with us" A'kyrah made a little monster voice.

"Yeah come on mama"Peyton said tickling my stomach and me fake laughing. Then Ky took her hands from over eyes and Ash was there in my face. She leaned in close and whispered,"I'm horny"

"Okay time to go to bed kids" I said quickly and Ashley laughed punching my arm.

"It's only 5 they don't sleep till 8" and Ky and P was bidding quickly next to her with wide eyes.

They'll be the death of me.

"I'm cool with that. Well come on I'm not gonna attack myself" I laughed standing up and lightly running as Ky and P chased me around the house and I went out the door to the back yard and jumped in the pool. They jumped in after me and surprised me.

"Me taught P how to swims!! Now we can be in big people end of the pool now"Ky smiles brightly put her hands on my cheeks squishing them to pucker my lips.

When I didn't hear Peyton I got worried and I saw him sitting at the bottom of the pool. I quickly reached for him and he started to cry and kick his feet at me.

"Leave me alone!!!!" Ash ran out and picked him and he immediately calmed down.

"Hush baby mamas got you" Ash rocked and walked with him telling him to breathe and that I wouldn't hurt him I was just trying to help. He slid out of her arms and went inside. Ash looked at me and sighed.

"He likes to hold his breath because he feels like that merman from sponge bob. He always comes up after about 30 seconds"I looked at A'kyrah for conformation and she nodded.

"Let me go." She wiggles out of my arms and swam to the edge of the pool and hoisted herself up and ran in the house. I soon followed and Ash told me to look at them.

"It's otay brother, me gotchu" Ky was holding P   In a hug and he snuggled into her  and she turned on the tv.

"I still no like you KK"

"And I still no like either ugly" sky said to P.

I was in my head wondering if they always do that and I looked over at Ash.

"Ky did it in the womb with her little brother.  I have the ultrasound of her hugging him . She's always there for him beverages that's her little brother." Ash pulled me into a side hug and laid her head on my shoulder.

"I love you"

"Always and forever"

The End
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I don't feel like editing it right now but I will later.

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