Chapter 25. Putting The Pieces Together.
I walked over to my bed and crashed my face into a pillow. I let out a long scream. I went back up for air and brushed my hair out of my face. It was damp and sticky against my neck and cheeks from my tears. I was thankful no one heard me because I had no desire to speak to anyone right now, not even Niall. It wasn’t that I was done with our relationship or anything. I just couldn’t handle the stress right now, not that having Niall as a boyfriend is stressful, but its like I don’t want to be comforted right now, just left alone. I guess my comment about him leaving awhile back was probably uncalled for and me being angry at him was most likely unneeded too. I couldn’t help it though, he made me feel like I couldn’t handle it and the thing is, I can deal with this on my own. My thoughts were broken suddenly by a soft knock at the door. I turned my head to find the source, it was my mother. Hell, I didn’t even know if I would even call her that.
“Can I come in and talk sweetie?” Her voice was weak and small.
“I guess” I crossed my legs.
“I understand why your upset. But you shouldn’t shut us out.” She said softly.
“How can I not? You lied to me my whole life.” I spat at her.
“I’m really sorry. If it helps I will volunteer to find your real mom for you.” She looked at me with sad eyes.
“I know you are M-” I refrained from saying mom.
“I know you are.” I gave a deep breath and heard my phone vibrate on my nightstand.
“Niall” I mumbled.
“Oh yeah, honey. Why did Niall leave?” She asked me getting up.
“I asked him too” I brushed my hand back and forth on my cardigan.
“Oh, well I think it’s a good idea to tell him to come back”
“I know. I just feel kind of bad because I was so rude.” I picked up my phone and viewed the text.
‘Babe, I’m sorry. Please call me back. I love you.’
I felt a lump in my throat and I locked my phone so I can finish this conversation with my so called mother.
“Well, Sarah I want you to meet her. Maybe it will make things easier on you” She walked over to me and wrapped me into a hug.
“I will always be you mother and love you unconditionally Sarah Jocelyn Robertson” She said as it muffled against my shirt.
“I know Mom” I gave up the ‘being angry at everyone’ thing and forgave my Mum.
“I’m ready to call Niall” I opened up my phone and dialed.
Ring.
Ring
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"Good Luck!" Wasn't Supposed To Mean Forever.(Niall Horan) -Completed
Fanfiction'I finally learned to let go of my past and look forward to the future as it was still looming in front of me no matter how many times I try to avoid the 'moving on' part.' Sarah thought as she curled up into a ball beneath her blankets blocking out...
