Ch. 1 Craziness and fanmeetings

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Perth's short POV
Its the next day after we have been exposed and we are making sure we are ready for the fanmeet that we are going to travel to later today. Saint is anxious both our managers are upset they called us not long after we woke up. Some fanmeetings and events can't be cancelled there isn't enough time to. But others will be. And a fanmeetings in China will be cancelled since China doesn't mind BL dramas as long as the love isn't real. But for us it is. I tell our managers don't really know what to do with us. I wonder when we will get blacklisted since it's happened to other actors that came out as gay. I get another  call and Saint looks at me nervous. It's P'New I answer it as I pull Saint to sit next to me on the couch. "Hello?" "Hello N'Perth is N'Saint with you right now?" He  asks as I take Saint's hand and lace my fingers in his. "Yes he is." "Put me on speaker so I can take to both of you." He says. "Okay krub." I say then I put him on speaker.  "So PerthSaintSation is real huh?" He says. And I squeeze Saint's hand reassuringly. "Yes." We say at the same time. "When I told you two to just get married at an event I didnt think you two actually would." He says with a small laugh. "At the time we didnt either we werent together yet." I tell him honestly. "When did you two get together? I'm curious." He asks and says. "At the fanmeet in Korea na." Saint says. "Ahh..that unscripted kiss is what made you two official. When did you realize you had feelings for each other?" "I'm not sure when my feelings for him started but I realized it around the time we filmed the episode with the locker room scene in it." Saint says and I look at him. I didn't know that. "Mine started long before his did. Though it started out as a crush." I say honestly. And P'New is quiet for a moment. "Ahh. Now it makes sense why you couldn't meet his eyes during the first few days of the workshop for season 1." He says. "Umm yes." I say. "Now I'm not going to replace the two of you in LBC that would cause a lot of backlash. And it would disappoint the loyal fans and shippers. But I may not be able to use the two of you in any future project as much as I see the two of you as my younger brothers. That's the position I'm in." He says. And I meet Saint's gaze. "We understand. We do appreciate all you've done for us krub." I say. "That being said it's not that I don't want you two to be happy. I do. I just worry. Its going to be hard on both of you. You'll receive hate and deal with crazy obsessed fans and other uncomfortable things will you two handle it?" He asks. "We can handle anything together." I tell him while looking into Saint's eyes.
Later
We are in Saint's agency's van with P'Mean. It was hectic getting to the studio. We were ambushed by photographers and reporters at home and were followed to the agency. Even some obsessive fans followed us from the apartment door to Saint's car. They tried to grab at him and hit him for taking me. I protected him taking the hits for him. Some fans are plain insane. We were finally able to get into his car and take off. "So PerthSaint is real?" P'Mean asks breaking into my thoughts. "Yes." Saint and I say at the same time. "Its kind of a surprise and kind of not. Now I know when it seemed like you were just playing Ae and getting jealous and possessive it was really you getting jealous and possesive. And Saint when I would tease the ghost ship between us you were actually uncomfortable cause you only want Perth to get close to you like that." "Yes." We say at the same time again. "Yeah and touch him again like that and I will kill you." I tell him my voice lowered as a warning. "Damn boy chill. You know I don't actually swing that way right? I just play a gay character unlike you two. Im not nor do I have the intention of taking him away from you. Just no." P'Mean says.

Saint's short POV
We go to the hotel first to drop off our stuff. And I'm just glad that Perth and I are sharing a room. Now we are at the place where the fanmeet is. And before the actual show starts there is a questions part where fans can actually ask us questions first. And in light of recent events they are having Perth and I handle that part alone. Before we go on stage for that. Perth takes my hand and laces his fingers in mine. "No more hiding." He says while looking into my eyes. "No more hiding." I say nervously. And we go on stage. "Perth what's it like having an older boyfriend?" A fan asks. "Husband. And he's not that much older na." Perth says. "Saint is it true that you seduced Perth into falling for you?" "No Saint didn't seduce me. If anything I seduced him since I liked him first. So please stop thinking he took advantage of me. He didn't." Perth says in my defense. And I look at him. He gives me a smile. "Why aren't you calling him Phi?" A fan asks. "He actually hates when I call him Phi so I don't. I only had before cause we were a secret." "What's it like being a faggot?" someone says from near the back. So not every fan here accepts it. Or ships it. "I just call it love. If its real love it doesnt matter if its a girl or a guy. Love is genderless." Perth says. A fan hands me a picture of Perth in his wedding suit that they must have got from the internet. "Kiss it." "Wouldn't kissing the actual person be better?" My husband says with a smile. "I would prefer that Pin." I say and the fans that ship us beg for it. "Then let's." Perth says. And we both lean in and kiss. He puts love into it. Even though he does start to suck on my lip. I suck on his as well. The fans that ship us scream. We break the kiss before it gets too heated. "Where are your wedding rings?" Another fan asks us. "Oh." We say and with our free hands we pull on our couple necklaces taking them out of our  shirts. Revealing our wedding rings on them. Suddenly we are pulled off the stage by fans and we are separated as fans try to say that we are theirs. I shake getting really uncomfortable. Suddenly a voice in English calls out. "No P'Saint is only Perth's." And a familar form pushes our crazy fans aside and push Perth and I back together. We turn to see Luke smiling at us. "Luke!" We call out at the same time. "Yep it's me. I just had to come to at least one of your fanmeets even if I dont really understand." They say. "Why is that person here if they can't speak Thai?" A fan asks. "Luke is a shipper fan that is also our friend." I tell the fans. And L helps us back on stage.
Later
We have changed and have started the show. Its a bit relieving knowing that L is here. We know they have our backs. We have done a skit as AePete but this time with real kisses. Now we are playing couple games. This game we played before instead of passing pieces of chocolates with our mouths we have to pass sweet and sour candies. "Aww but PerthSaint will win again since they are actually real." P'Plan complains. "You can try to get competitive and get into it." Perth says. This time MeanPlan go first. We watch them struggle at first but soon get it like before. And like before their dish they put the candy in is blue. That dish is set aside when their time is up. Then its our turn and this time I'm the one blindfolded. Which my husband does for me. Then he sets up. And when its time to start I grab a hold of his face and I kiss him using my tongue to find the candy and suck it into my mouth. We pass the candy this way several times before we are told that our time is up. Perth and I stand aside to watch the other couples. He takes my hand again and this time I'm the one to lace our fingers. MeanPlan got 14 candies. I got 21 candies out of my love's mouth. KlaNo got 12. And TitleTar got 9. Perth and I won again. Though I got one less then he did the time he was blindfolded. Next game is the newspaper one again. Only this time its with all four couples. First round I back hug Perth. This game is really too easy. Second round Perth picks me up bridal style but it still counts. Last round he picks me up again but this time its like I'm a small child. And I wrap my legs around his middle. I put some Pocky sticks in his mouth. Getting an idea to make it easier on him I lean down and bite his pocky sticks. We both eat the sticks. Then we just kiss. We hear some thuds some fell. Then we hear some more thuds. Seems like everyone is falling. Well everyone but us. We keep kissing till we are told the game is over.

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