It really was by Chance: Love no longer Secret

Ch. 3 Complicated love

Perth's POV
I've been going out of my mind this last passed week. I didn't want that kiss but my Love hasn't let me explain at all. This separation is surely killing both of us. But I know what he thinks. He thinks I wanted to kiss her but I didn't. He thinks I betrayed him but I didn't. I never ever could. To do that would only destroy myself. I know he hasn't been taking care of himself his pic on Instagram proves it. He has naturally white skin but he looked so pale and unwell. How can he wear that sweater in the summer? "Perth! Perth!" I hear Luke call out to me. I turn and they come to me. "I found him and he's drunk. Come on he needs you. He's over that way." They say pointing and I take off in that direction. I get to a cross walk and I see him stopped in the middle and a car heading straight for him. I run and grab him. I hold onto him as the car hits us. We fly through the air. Then we land hitting the hard ground. "Fuck! That hurt!" I curse feeling like I cracked another rib. "Are you okay love?!" There is no answer. I lean up over him. His eyes are unfocused and there is blood pouring out of his head. "Saint?! Saint love answer me!" I call out to him really scared now. His eyes are fluttering. I keep crying out his name. Then they close and he loses consciousness. "Perth he needs a hospital! Come on let's go to my car." They say. "There's no time! I look ground and see his car parked in a parking area in the direction he was headed. I dig in his pockets and find his car keys. Then I pick him up bridal style. "Perth?" "Just go I will meet you there." I tell them. "But Perth!" "Just go L!" I yell and head to Saint's car. I unlock the car and open the front passanger side door. I put him gently in the seat and thats when he drops his phone. I put it in his pocket. And I put his seatbelt on him then I shut the door. I get in the drivers seat. I shut the door and put my seat belt on. And I do everything Ive seen him do countless times and I drive to the nearest hospital. I park and get him out of the car. I carry him and lock the car shoving the keys in my pocket. I carry him into the hospital and cry out for help.
Later
I get Saint's mae's permission and I am let into see him. He is still unconscious. I take a hold of his hand. Oh my love please dont leave me!
Later
I feel him stir and that wakes me up. I look at him slowly open his eyes. He looks around confusion on his face. "Love your mae let me in. I was so scared." I tell him. "Mae? Do you know me?" He asks his voice sounding a bit feminine. The doctor did say he may have memory loss. Has he forgotten me? "Yes I do.." "Do you know where I am? One minute I was in my room now I'm here. Something about your eyes and voice makes me think of my Niran even though he's gone." He says and I blink. "Achara?" "Yes?" He says his voice still a bit fem. He had reset to our first life around the time of his death as her. "I'm not sure how to explain but its no longer the 1400's. The year is 2019. And I am Niran. Im Niran reborn. I told you I would live again and love you all over again." I tell him knowing that right now he's Achara. "Oh Niran we are together again. What is your name in this life?" "Tanapon. But I go by Perth." I tell Achara. "What's my name in this life?" "Suppapong. You go by Saint." "Suppaping? But that sounds like a man's name." Achara says. "Achara you are a man in this life." I tell her softly. "What?!" I hold up my phone showing Achara a picture of herself in this life. As Saint. "That's me?" I take the phone and turn the front facing camera on and have her look at herself. Saint waves at the reflection and Achara makes him gasp. "How can you love me like this?!" She cries out. Being gay isn't heard of in the time she is from. "I love you because you are you. Nothing to do with being male or female." She makes an unsure face. I will show you when we are able to go home. Now we are going to pretend you just have amnesia, that you just dont remember. But you are Saint okay." She seems unsure but nods. That's when the doctor and Saint's mae comes in. And I explain to them that he has amnesia that doesn't remember anything. The only thing he is sure of is that he knows me but isn't sure how.
Later
It took 3 more hours for the doctor to deem it safe to take him home. I drive him back home even though its illegal. But its not like Achara knows how to drive. We go into the house. And I have Saint's medication for his head injury. "Niran did I do well?" Achara asks. "Its Perth Love. And yes you did well." I tell her and then I explain to her about her life now about our life now. About how we are actors for a Boy love series. Etc.
Later
She took it really well. And she wants to try do everything she would as Saint. So maybe her memories of this life would return. And I get out our scripts for the next episode and go over it with her. I teach her how to be Pete. And we practice our lines and act it out.
Later
She has done well these last few days. Now we have to get to where we are filming today. Not wanting to be caught I take her on the bus there. "Remember youre Saint acting as Pete here." I tell her. "Krub." She says.
Later
We get dressed as Ae and Pete and prepare for our first scene which is a love scene. I wonder how this will go. We practiced this scene little. We went over the lines for this scene mostly. I wonder if I should have prepared her more for the kisses.