Her Pain

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TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!

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y/n pov

I sit on the sofa and pull out my phone, checking twitter. Elton walks up to me.

"Ollo bro," I say with a giggle.

"Hey sis, so I just got off the phone with mom and dad, and I asked them about you moving in-"

"WHAT!!!!! ELTON TA FUCK," I yelled shocked.

"Wow wow calm down I never said the you WERE moving in, I was going to check with you to see if you WANTED to, and if you are, then we can just go and get your things now, but if not it's fine," Elton said.

"Ohhhh," I said. I notice Colby on the stairs crouched down, holding the bars and peering through them down at me. I look back at Elton.

"Sure, I'll stay," I said with a smile. Colby smiled, got up and walked back up the stairs.

"Alright, let's go get your stuff," Elton said smiling. We go outside and get in Elton's car, and soon we arrive at the house I lived in with my parents. We got out of the car and walked inside, and a timber wolf barked and ran over and started licking my face.

"Haha Gambit, down boy," I giggle as he starts running everywhere. Elton soon comes in and Gambit jumps on him in joy after not seeing him in half a year.

"Haha hey Gambit, oh who's a good boy, you are, yes you are! Are you ready to go meet your new cousin Circa?" Elton said getting up. Our mom and dad came down the stairs and hugged Elton.

"We missed you Elton, how's life on YouTube?" mom said.

"Haha it's getting really crazy, lots of drama," Elton said with a laugh.

"We have all your stuff packed already so you can get it from your room," dad said.

"Thanks guys, is Gambit ready to go?" I asked.

"Yep he's all ready, we're going to miss you both so much," mom said.

"Thanks, we'll miss you too," I said, hugging them. 

"And y/n, NO BOYS!!!!" dad says. I laugh.

"I know, I know," I giggle.

"Don't worry I'll take care of her," Elton said with a smug look.

"Thanks Elton," mom said.

TIME SKIP

y/n pov

I took the spare room and I slept there now, Colby was a little disappointed that he wouldn't get to sleep with me any more but I get to stay with him forever now. I heard Colby and Elton yelling at each other down stairs. 

"You know why they're fighting," a voice in my head said.

"Go away," I mumbled.

"You caused this ,it's all your fault," the voice called from the dark park of my mind. A tear fell from my eye.

"You are worthless," she said. 

"I know," I replied.

"Good thing, my dear now where is your friend?" she asked. I looked over at my drawer and opened it and saw a knife siting in the back corner, and quickly grabbed it.

"Good girl, now you know what you need to do to help yourself," she said. I rolled up my sleeve and look at the hundreds of deep cuts on my arm. I put the blade of the knife on my arm and press down and slice my skin open.

"Good now what does this on stand for my little darling?" she asked.

"Hatred," I mumbled.

"Towards whom?" she asked.

"Me....." I said as tears fell from my face.

"Good girl, now who's in control?" she asked.

"You..." I mumbled

"Good girl," she said. I cut another and another, each line symbolizing a different thing. The tears kept falling. I look at the knife with blood dripping from it. I clean it off and wrap my arm so blood doesn't go through my sleeve. I put the knife back and sit on my bed, emotionless. 

"I DON'T CARE!!" I hear Elton yell.

"WELL I DO," Colby replied.

"I WAS GIVEN ONE THING TO MAKE SURE OF WITH HER AND YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT IT IS YOU CAN'T DO THIS COLBY I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL AND I'M SORRY I CANT LET YOU ALL I WANT IS FOR HER TO FINALLY BE HAPPY-" Elton caught himself.

"What do you mean 'finally'?" Colby said.

"Nothing, just forget it," he said turning and going into the garage and slamming the door.

"Gambit... door" I said crying. Gambit goes over and locks closes the door and locks it. He then walks over to me jumps on my bed and lays next to me. I cry harder and hug him.

"This is all my fault, I never should have moved here," I cried.

"Y/n....." I hear Colby's voice on the other side of the door. I grab my bloody arm.

"Yes" I say, sounding like I am fine.

"Can i come in?" he asked.

"I'd rather you not," I said.

"Ok see ya later" he said as he walked away.

TIME SKIP

I was now downstairs with Elton.

"You ok?" he said clearly seeing something was bothering me.

"Ya I'm fine," I lied.

"Don't lie to me" Elton said.

"I'm just a little stressed right now that's all," I said. I walk back up stairs with gambit close behind me. I sit on my bed and check my phone. I lay down and eventually fall sleep.

PLEASE READ THE NOTE IN THIS FOUNT BELOW

a/n hey guys if you are having problems make sure to talk to someone about it i know it can be hard but trust if you tell your mom and dad they will NOT get mad they will NOT hate you they will trust you and also thanks to xxlilith1xx for editing this bye bye my pups


((hey guys, it's Lil. I know you haven't heard from me yet, but because of the content of this chapter I wanted to drop in for a hot minute. I just want to let you know that I have a history with things such as this. If any of you out there are struggling with self harm, suicidal thoughts, or suicidal intentions, do NOT hesitate to contact me. I understand where you're coming from, and I want to help you. Just know that I am here for you, all you have to do is direct message me and I'll be there to talk with you. That's my two cents, and I hope you all have a great day <3))

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