Not Fitting In

part two

diary entry #2

dearest dairy,

second week back at school and i've made some new friends. theres two girls, one with the name jasmin and she is amazing. she has perfect blonde hair with green tips on the ends called "dip dye". chelsea's best friend who was another beautiful girl is name michelle. she has gorgeous wavy hair that goes with a perfect tanned complextion that hangs over her shoulders. they are both model material and jasmin owns this blog on tumblr and she post her own pictures. i have seen jasmin and michelle on tumblr all the time, even before i met them and seriously i was like star struck. i have always been reblogging pictures of those two amazing girls and to meet them in real life, to go to the same school and those girls or to even be in the same class is them is a honour. i am friends with them two both but becuase they've been best friends since like forever i'm guessing, whenever we have to be partners i'm always left out. they both now follow me on tumblr now and chelsea is my 10 thousandth follower ! michelle was my 9999th, fangirling so much right. YAYAYAY ((:

it was last period and the teacher totally saved my life. the english teacher was quite strict, she was tall had short hair that sit just abover her shoulders and she was aged about 40 maybe. the class had already started there projects and i was the only one that wasn't in a pair. jasmin and michelle had nearly finished the project and they both said i could be in the group if i would help and get facts. Ms hogsmen said yes but only let it go this time because i was new and didn't know much.

just got a text from jasmin, have to go help with the project now.

hazel x

diary entry #3

dear diary,

second day, week two and loving school. jasmine, michelle and i submitted out project in and the teacher totally loved it. ms hogsmen said that it was original and liked my style.

anyways, officially ran out of clothes to wear. need to go shopping for more clothes. if i'm going to have to live up to jasmine's and michelle's standrads i would have to wear better clothes. i had run out of my jeans. i only had the highwaisted maroon jeans and the purple pastel coloured jeans. my trackies are gone and i have no idea where they went, i dont even know if i brang them up with me or not but i've been living on shorts and i've also stolen my sisters shorts. i dont think i can live the rest of the week without a new change of clothes everyday.

my parents work has been good, my mum is getting really big already, she has been booked out for the next two months. she has a couple of music fesitivals in this month, 1 wedding and a small concert next month.

my dad just got back from work and he said that i could get my pocket money for this month. since i was only 16 i only got $30 a month whilst my sister gets $50. im old enough to get a job but nothing really ever suits me. in australia i tried big w; and it was really boring and then i tried maccas but i always had thr urge to eat some fries or make myself a cheesebuger.

it's getting a bit late so i'd better go.

hazel x