When your crush asks you for advice with a girl he likes it sucks.
Dear Crush, How can you be so oblivious? How can you not see the hurt I feel when you tell me about the girls you like?
You send me pics of you and her kissing, cuddling and being a couple. You tell me how happy you are while I stand on the sidelines, a tear falling every time a crack forma in my heart.
My mum tells me you just don't realise that you love me. I know she is lying. You are so happy with her. I stand there waiting for you.
When will I learn, I not good enough. When will the message sink in. When with this ache stop. Every smile you give me gives me a new hope. Why can't you just hate me, it would make life so much easier.
I love you more than I could put to words. You are my last thought at night and my first in the morning. Every minute of the day I wonder what you are doing. Every time you sit with me I feel my senses come alive.
I guess you just don't see me. You don't see the longing glances. You don't feel my gaze during class. You don't notice my love, you never see it. Everyone else does. All our friends tease me about it. They even tell you, you just think they are joking. You think they are hallucinating, that what they are seeing is nothing. You are the one doing that.
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