Love Notes

Love Note 5

Dear Crush,

When you ask me what's wrong and I reply I'm jsut tired. how many times will that repeat till you realise thats not true. how many times till you realise that just maybe you should just give me a hug and not ask. Why do you never notice I'm lying but you notice I'm sad.

I feel your ghost, smell you all over my clothes

Oh, all your smoke's stuck in me longer then you did
I had my doubts, I had to check it all out
And now I see that you've run back when I thought you'd quitYou took my air out of your lungs
So you could breathe with another oneOh tell me, why her, not me?
What did I do for you to wreck it all?
Oh Lord, it's not my fault
Why her, not me?
Why did you have to build the walls so high?
Oh no, I'm not done climbingShe heard about me, and all your history
I'm not tryna burn myself but I can't let it go
Piece by piece, uncovering dishonesty
Never been truth in anything I've ever knownFinding out I'm not the only one
Took the air right out my lungsOh tell me, why her, not me?
What did I do for you to wreck it all?
Oh Lord, it's not my fault
Why her, not me?
Why did you have to build the walls so high?
Oh no, I'm not done climbingTell me, why her?
You gave her unconditional love
Tell me, why her?
But I'm still climbing
Tell me, why her?
You gave me conditional love
Tell me, why her?
I won't stop fightingNo, no, no
I won't lay low, low, low
You gave my soul, soul, soul
I'm not giving in, no
No, no, no
I won't lay low, low, low
I've done no wrong, wrong, wrong
I'm not giving in, noWhy her, not me?
What did I do for you to wreck it all?
Oh Lord, it's not my fault
Why her, not me?
Why did you have to build the walls so high?
Oh no, I'm not done climbingTell me, why her?
You gave her unconditional love
Tell me, why her?
But I'm still climbing
Tell me, why her?
You gave me conditional love
Tell me, why her?
I won't stop fighting

Wow! Am I just a kicking post for you? do you just enjoy sitting with your friends laughing at me. i tell you secrets and uoi just tell your firends. I cant believe I trusted you. You knew all along. How could you do this to me? you were just pretending to be my friend.

I'm kicking you out of my life, I can't have this anymore. I'm so tired of you and your dickheadedness (I know it's a made up word).

Love,
Me

I don't know whether this will be the last letter I write on this but it probs will. I'm amazed anyone is reading this book, I didn't expect any reads! 😜😜😂 see you round.