I never told you (LARRY)

Same Mistakes

So we'll play, play, play the same old games

and we'll wait, wait, wait for the end to change

But we'll take, take, take it for granted 

That will be ok

while were making all the same mistakes. 

Louis' POV

It has been a week since we have had our meeting with Simon. Harry has distanced himself away from me, I know I should have told Simon the truth about us; but I'm with Eleanor and she makes me happy but not as happy as Harry does. Harry is like the sunshine on a rainy day, he can turn my bad day into a good day. But if I'm honest I'm scared, scared to tell my fans that I'm gay. Can you imagine how many girls hearts I will break? When I'm on stage, or going through twitter I see how many girls want to date me, yes I know I'm not going to date them. I see the hate Eleanor gets and I hate it I really do I love Eleanor to bits but I can't help beginning in love with Harry as well. I don't know how I'm meant to tell my fans I am in fact gay, God I haven't even told Eleanor but as I see it I'm bisexual but still everyone around the world thinks I'm straight. What shall I do?

Harry's POV

Another morning of sleeping in the spare room, I can't stand to be with Louis at the moment, would it really of hurt him to tell Simon the truth? Maybe it would of cost us our career but I am in a position where I'd do anything for love and if that meant saying goodbye to One Direction so be it.

I stared at the plain white ceiling trying to hear if Louis was yet up, I listen carefully not hearing any sound downstairs. It has been like this all week, I will get up before Louis and go out either to Niall's or go to the park or if we had meetings I'd go and sit in Starbucks. luckily today was our day off but unfortunately for me management wanted to see me. So as I crept down stairs nearly having a heart attack as Louis appeared in front of me. I jumped back in surprise as Louis' eyes widened, we stared at each other like we did when we first met in the X-factor house, none of us moving nor talking. Louis was the first one to break the silent that lingered between us.

"Harry, it's good to see you" Louis says, I can't speak I don't want to talk him but I need to talk to him. I miss his cuddles, his lame jokes and most of all his kisses. I nod my head not being able to find my tongue to utter a word to him.

"Where are you going?" Louis asked, he seemed so causal and I, well I just felt very uncomfortable. How did it get like this? Louis and I have always been the closest and now we can't even have a conversation without feeling awkward.

"Um" I squeak I clear my throat "management want to see me" I rub the back of neck. Louis looks at me opens his mouth as if he is going to say something but quickly closes it again.

"Well have fun" Louis smiles at me, I nod as he walks away. When did things become so awkward between us?

***
I walked along the pathway keeping my hood and ray bands on, trying to keep myself from not being seen. I made it to managements office just on time, quickly taking the lift to top floor where Simon was sat patiently waiting for me. I smile at Kelly; Simon's secretary as she sits behind her desk, her long nails, tapping on the keyboard, only adding to my nerves and frustration with everything that is happening with Louis and I. 

" Mr Cowell is expecting you" Kelly informs me, I nod walking towards the door, knowing when Simon is expecting me there is no need to knock. I walk in seeing Simon and a girl in deep conversation. I furrow my eyebrows closing the door, both head turning towards me upon my arrival. 

"Harry, how lovely to see you" Simon greets, motioning for me me to sit down, looking at the girl who has gone suddenly quiet since I arrived into the room. I have seen her face before, but I can't put my finger on it but I can't deny she is beautiful.