I never told you (LARRY)

Half a heart

Louis' POV

I glared at them, I knew I shouldn't let it get to me even after all this time. I should of let it go ages ago, but how could I when my happiness is sat across from me giving his love to someone else?

"Louis!" Niall hissed as he nudged me harshly, I snap my eyes towards him my face heating up with embarrassment of being caught. "Look we all know how you feel, even Harry does. He never wanted to end what ever you to had; but he had to Louis." Niall stated. I rolled my eyes and scoffed but deep down I knew it was true, the situation we are in was best for everyone.

"I know Niall, but it still hurts knowing he choose her over me. That is something I'm never going to forget" I exclaimed, Niall looked at me sympathetically but I don't want his sympathy.

"Look you might not think it but this is for the best" Niall reassured me gently squeezing my shoulder. I hate how he is right.

*****

3 hours until show time and I was bored out of my mind. I didn't want to go to sightseeing in case I lost track of time and missed the show. Which sounds ridiculous but could happen. I was just about to take a nap when my bedroom door knocked.

"Yeah" I called, thinking it was Liam or Niall but to my surprise Harry pokes his head around the door.

"Can we talk?" He asks his voice shaky and I can tell he is nervous. I sit up on my bed, not sure what he wanted to talk about. But nevertheless I nodded agreeing to talk. Harry nervously hovered by the bed before I indicated for him to sit down.

"Look, I haven't truly had chance to apologise about everything." Harry starts, I hold my breath scared about where this conversation is going.

"Harry you don't need to apologise. I understand" I lie, I don't understand why he chose her after everything he said to me, this whole situation is ridiculous. Harry looked surprised at my remark but shook his head, laughing slightly.

"You are a terrible liar, did you know that?" Harry questioned but I didn't answer I knew how see through I was and I hated the fact he knew how I was feeling without me having to voice my worries or concerns and I hated how vulnerable that made me.

"She's pregnant with my child Louis and the fact that she wants this relationship to work and allow me to have a part in my unborn child's life is incredible and I can't throw that away and I'm sorry this is going to sound so harsh but I can't even throw that away for you" Harry spoke quietly like the words were slowly choking him. Good I hope he chokes on his bitter words. I stare at him holding back my tears; he's not worth it.

"You do realise your relationship is fake? Right?" I ask my voice cracking but I covered it with a cough. Harry shook his head at me.

"That's where you are wrong. We are together now for keeps. This is the real deal we have a baby on the way" Harry explains I nod still not convinced but I can't do anything now.

"Well I hope you are happy together." I say trying to sound sincere though it came out so bitter.

"Please don't be like this Louis. I didn't want any of this. I wish Simon had never found out about you and I, cause I miss the days where we would lock the door to the outside world and just live in our own bubble." Harry admits.  I feel my heart skink at his words, I never wanted things to be like this either but we both have to face reality and come to the realisation that this the best thing that we can do.

"Be like what? I am happy for you Harry really that's all I have ever wanted truly it is. I wish you could be happy with me but I realise now that isn't possible. You need to be with her so you can give your child a chance to have a normal life. I know it's never going to be completely normally with you both being famous, but you know what I mean. I meant it when I said I love you and I always will but I'm going to try and love you as a friend so I'm here for you whenever you need me to be." I say sincerely, I watch Harry's reaction the whole time, I see sorrow in his eyes, and my heart bleeds for him it really does.

"Louis I will always love you forever and always. Thank you for being so understanding it really means a lot I have been dreading having this conversation with you. But I feel so much better now I have, it hurts me you know having to end it with you especially when I'm so in love with you it physically pains me. But in my heart I know I belong with Taylor and not just because she is carrying my child don't get me wrong that is the main reason but we just click. But it's nothing like the connection we have but Boo Bear I do love you ok? Never question my love for you because it will always be there whenever you need it. You want to talk you can come to me, need a shoulder to cry on? Mine will do the job. Ok? My love for you is forever and always, I mean it Louis." Harry choked tears slowly running down his face, he took my hand and squeezed it gently. I smiled at him reassuring his that I was fine with the way we were ending this.

Harry sighed letting go off my hand leaving it cold, he left without any word and half my heart left with him. I smiled contently knowing he'd look after it.