My Heart Got In The Way

Chapter 24 - Too late

Scott POV

I was on my way home when I realise my mistake I turn  the car around in a quick haze to get to kira.

I pull up at her apartment building and went straight up to her room door knocking furiously when there wasn't any response I took another method, to try to talk to her

"Kira open the door I want to talk to you more like apologise and hope you'll forgive me and take me back. I didn't really mean that I didn't want the baby... Its just that I was mad"

When I didn't hear a replied I put my ear to the door to see if I can hear any heartbeats but there wasn't any sign of life present in the room so I kick down the door and to my surprise the apartment was cleaned out no picture frames nothing. As in searching for confirmation I went to her wardrobe to see all her clothes gone.

She left.

Oh no I really f**ked up real bad this time.

Without wasting another second I rush to the airport to see if I could miraculously catch kira before her plane leaves.

***

When I reach at the airport I got out of the car and rushed inside. My eyes wander everywhere trying to locate her somewhere but I know it was impossible for me to find her with so many people in the crowd. So I started pushing and shoving people out of my way to find kira and get to her quicker before she leaves on the plane.

I search for hours and hours but no sign of her. After a couple of minutes later I gave up on searching for her ,dropping to my knees feeling the tears prickle at the corner of my eyes threatening to fall but before any could escape I went to my car, entered and shut the door forcefully and that's when the  tears flow free.

I can't believe, I lost her again.

And she's pregnant with my child. I accept it now. She's the mother of my child and I will not rest till I find her and bring her back safely.

How could I have been so stupid I completely pushed her away after she told she was carrying my child.

My f**king child for goodness sake and I was their acting like the biggest jerk in the world.

That same day I went home and begin the search. I called every pack around the globe and none reported that they have seen her, I even congress a pack meeting to tell every member in the pack if they come across her, she should not be harm they should bring her to me safely, and unharmed. They nod and I dismissed them. I haven't told my family that kira was pregnant I haven't gotten the courage to do so yet when I find kira we'll do it together cause we're a team one can't live without the other.

***

Today was a bad day, another dead end. The trail went cold again. Every time I think I'm close to finding her we lost her again. By now I'm frustrated. I am now sitting in bar in the pack house drinking my feelings away hoping the numbness will take effect. Trying to forget another failed attempt to search for her again. I feel helpless, I'm drunk to the point that I can't even form a proper sentence.

"Not again man"

I heard a voice came from the door I turn around to the person who invaded my privacy

"H-hey man" I said as my words came out slurred.

"Your drunk" Derek said with disappointment lace in his tone.

Oh he must be Sherlock stating the obvious.

"D-don't give m-me t-that l-look" I said looking at his face expression

I know everyone sees me as some broken mess but I don't give a f**k I lost the love of my life and my baby all in one day because of my arrogant self. I so stupid I was right there if I hadn't drive off and went to apologize a little earlier maybe she wouldn't have left me. We would have work everything out.

Its my fault. I pushed her away to the point that she doesn't want to live in the same country as I.

"Its my fault man" I said crying. I know I don't cry but when it comes to her, the tears just flow freely.

"I know... I know"  he said leading me to my bedroom. He told me to get some rest and left the room after. I didn't get much sleep that night I just laid down on my back and stared at the ceiling.

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