She smiled when friends were sad; she would do stupid things to cheer them up, after a fight with a friend, a break up with a boyfriend, or just stupid drama in general, but it would always work, making them finally laugh again and everything was normal.
She laughed and smiled and everyone knew her as the; crazy, happy nice girl!
But was she really actually happy?
Even for a moment if she got lost in her thoughts and she wasn't smiling every second someone would always ask; "What's wrong?"
She would shake her head and smile brightly, "Oh nothing! Haha, just thinking!"
They would always relax at her bright mood and smile back, "Thinking about what?"
'About dying.' "Making eveyone in the whole world happy! It is my dream!"
'So they don't suffer as I do.'
"That's what I like about you, you're always happy."
She would smile again and stuck out her tounge, "Don't be sad, and don't pretend to be happy; actually be happy! Positive thoughts, be happy~!"
A/n: READ ALL BULKY LETTERS IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND THE WORDS. BE HAPPY! (EVEN IF IT MEANS TO SCREAM! ^^)
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