Bree P.O.V.
Elise surprised me by saying that we would surprise the boys. In other words: Elise talked to Rydel. She wanted me to see Ryland again, and it killed her not to be able to see Rocky. And the other's, of course. I agreed with her, but I didn't have the courage to do something like that. And since we didn't have the money and the ability to buy another pair of tickets, Rydel was the answer. "I'm gonna sleep over at a friend", was the lie we both told. And it worked, surprisingly! Rydel even wanted to pay train tickets, she was so sweet!
So here we are, in Germany. The concert's about to end, and Ryland hasn't seen me yet, so I can still surprise him. Rocky had noticed us already, and he seemed happy with what he saw. The smile on his face was so cute, and so was Elise's smile.
The concert ended, R5 went backstage and soon, we were the only ones left. Rocky came back on the stage, jumped off on the other side and came walking to us. "Elise! Bree!" "Hey Rocky!" Elise smiled. She hadn't stopped doing that since she saw him today. "Uhm, Rocky, can you tell me where Ryland is?" I asked. R5 still made me a little nervous. "I'm not sure, but I think I saw him talking with Ross somewhere. You should just look around I guess. I'm sorry, I don't come here often," he laughed. "Alright, I'll just check the whole building" I said sarcastically, and went in the first door I found.
Elise P.O.V.
"Now it's just you and I," Rocky smiled. Damn, his smile was so cute. "So... Have you been thinking?" I knew exactly what he was talking about when he said 'thinking... And I had been thinking indeed. But it was really hard... "I have. I love you Rocky, I just don't know in what kind of way. And it's the same with Ellington, the difference is just that I can't have him and I can have you. And I'm afraid that if we have something, I can't let Ell go and I don't want that to happen..." I had tears in my eyes and was close to crying. "Fine," he said dissapointed, "Just make up your mind." He wanted to walk away but I took his wrist and drew him back.
"I don't want to hurt you, Rocky..." He didn't look any different. "Then tell me what you feel for me. What do you think when you see me? What do you feel when we talk?" I stared at the ground but Rocky put his hand under my chin and lifted my head. "Tell me, Elise. It doesn't matter what I feel right now. I just want to know what you feel."
"When I see you, I start smiling and I can't stop it. My heart beats faster and my stomach gets this tingly feeling I can't handle." He wiped away a tear that was rolling down my cheek. "Stop crying, baby. It's gonna be alright. What you're saying, it's called love. And it's totally fine." I managed to control my breath. Rocky sat down on the edge of the stage, and I did the same. I looked at our legs dangling above the floor. I leaned my head on Rocky's shoulder and he put his arm around me.
"How did you even get here?" He just realized we weren't supposed to be here. "Rydel knew about it and let us in. She even paid us train tickets," I told. "And what about your parents?" I explained the excuse. "So where are you really sleeping?" "I have no idea..." We both started laughing at the same moment. "You're crazy," he said as he faced me. "Yeah, I get that a lot..." I faced him too and looked into his deep brown eyes. I felt everything I told him. Slowly, we came closer, and leaned in.
Bree P.O.V.
I found Ryland in the third room I checked. He was talking to Ross indeed, and only the blonde noticed me. "Hey Ry, I think someone wants to talk to you," he smiled as he looked at me. Ryland turned around, and came up to me. "Bree!" he immediately said happily. "Alright, I'm out. Don't eat eachother!" Ross yelled as he fled out of the room.
Ryry pulled me into a hug: again one of those amazing warm hugs. "I missed you," I whispered. "I missed you too," he whispered back. We pulled away, but still had our arms around eachother loosely. I looked into his beautiful eyes. "You're beautiful," Ryland said. "I am?" "Yes, you are. Do you believe that?" I sighed. "I don't know..." "Bree," he took my hands, "do you think I'd ever lie to you? Sometimes I think of you and I nearly start crying just because you don't deserve the negativity you tell yourself. And I just want to make you see that you aren't ugly, or stupid, or boring." We were still standing with our arms around eachother. I moved one of my arms up until I reached his hair, and played with it. I always wondered what it feels like. It's just as soft as I hoped it would be. "Thank you, Ryland," I said dreamy. He smiled. "Anytime, Bree. If anything's wrong, just tell me, and I will come. I don't care where I am or what I'm doing, I just wanna be there for you."
Author's Note:
ROCKLISE CLIFFHANGER!
I'm looking forward to uploading the next few chapters, because I think they're awesome! Prepare for lots of drama, hehehe.
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