Fated

Would I Be Better Off Alone?

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I wake up instantly, flinging up as pain ripples through me. It isn't time for my heat again so why am I feeling this pain? Another wave smashes through me. Coursing through me live electrical waves. Pain stabs me in the temples. I scream out in pain. Something inside tugs at my heart, fully aware of what this pain is caused from. As it flows through me again realization hits me. He's sleeping with someone else.

I slowly lay my shaking body back down careful not to move it cause myself more pain. Tears fall down my face as the pain continues. I curl into the fetal position trying to protect myself at any cost. Letting the pain flow through me I take deep breathes preying for it to end.

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I look over at the clock with tired eyes. My body aches at the slightest movement. I got no sleep after the pain started. Once it began it wouldn't stop, all through the night it continued. With each wave of pain it broke my heart more and more as he fucked some other girl. Couldn't he use his hand like every other sexually frustrated guy? We made it a year away from each other and he never was with anyone else, so why now? What changed? Other then the fact that then I wasn't here and now I am.

I slowly sit up, my bones cracking at the movements. I groan in pain. I wobble as I sit up, suddenly light headed. I pause my movements until the feel fades before standing up. I hiss out in pain at the feeling. I slowly but surely make my way to the bathroom and start the shower. Undressing myself I look in the mirror noticing the bags under my eyes. My gaze drifting down to my arm, black and blue bruises covering it.

Stepping out of the shower the hot water has loosened my muscles making me feel a little better. I get dressed while debating if I should even leave this room. I want to see Anna, but I don't want to risk seeing him or smelling his scent on the girl he fucked. As I internally debate with myself since my wolf has been M.I.A since we found out what he did I haven't heard anything from her. Nothing but radio silence. I finally decide that I will gather all the strength that I have left and open the door, stepping out into reality.

Walking into the dining room I hear Anna speaking loudly. She stops talking when she sees me come in, instantly averting her attention to me.

"Lane!" She squeals out. She gives me a giant smile, I return it with the strongest one I can muster at the moment. Her brows furrows in concern. She starts walking towards me.

"What's wrong Lane?"

"I can't say it here." I whisper out. She becomes stiff, realizing the severity of the situation. She takes my hand and pulls me out of the dining room and into the hallway. She pulls me far enough away that we won't be overheard.

"Do you feel comfortable telling me whaat happened?" She questions.

"Um... I don't know Anna. It's not something people need to be knowing."

"Did you guys complete the process? Was he that bad? Is that why your upset?" She fires question after question, her interest spiking.

"Anna he slept with someone else..." As soon as I speak it out loud for the first time the realization hits me like a ton of bricks. She begins to shake with anger.

"What? Why-why would he do something like that? I mean your his mate!"

"Clearly who and what I am doesn't matter that much to him, or if it did he would be fucking me and not someone else."

"As soon as I find out who that she wolf was I'm going to beat the shit out of that skank." Her hormones getting the best of her at this outburst.

"There's not point Anna. He doesn't tell anyone who I am to him, why on earth would he tell her? She probably has no idea I even exist." The pain and disappointment in my voice being heard very clear as I speak. She frowns, she knows how much pain I am in.