railway station | taejoon

EXPLANATION. (and q&a-ish)

WOOPPWOOPPWOPPDJFB

THATS THE END OF RAILWAY STATION! (I'm also done rewriting it! Hello, it's me from June 3rd, 2020.)

I hope you enjoyed reading this little messy and confusing excuse of a book, I appreciate your time and attention. But mind you this book was made for a reasonable reason!

to clear up some confusions and misconceptions and basically explain the purpose of this book:

the train is 'acceptance.'

people whom found their way of accepting themselves and loving themselves; they have made themselves feel confident. and hence by that they look great and feel great, their smiles widened and they were 'accepted.'

people who haven't boarded the train like Namjoon or had been kicked out like Jungkook, found too many faults in themselves and sooner or later fell into the pit of hatred towards themselves.

they keep trying to better themselves. example; Namjoon buying all these products and starving himself. he may look like a snacc, but he wasn't satisfied.  still, he wasn't able to board the train.

because he didn't love himself.

taehyung once loved himself, but was kicked out due to falling back to square one.

becoming namjoon's friend boosted his self-confidence, hence being invited to board the train.

but the thing is, taehyung didn't want to leave without namjoon. so he stayed, because he loved him.

but still, namjoon couldn't find a way to love himself.

time has passed and taehyung's feelings only grew spending time with namjoon, sharing laughs, secrets and cries.

taehyung suddenly came to the conclusion; it's better if I tell him my feelings. And so he did.

and as many of you know, it went downhill from there. It unraveled a hurtful truth and as many would say, that was the end of their friendship.

after a week or so, namjoon was finally accepted on the train. namjoon hesitantly set a foot forward and asked, "how about my friend?"
ever since then, he saw with his own two eyes taehyung denied invitation through the train.

the confidence in taehyung drained after the fight, hence why he wasn't accepted this time. Of course namjoon has as well, for his feelings were as strong as taehyung's, but their argument made them realize.

he now had insecurities about himself that lead him keeping secrets from namjoon, which sadly happens in many relationships. this is still a form of denying self acceptance.

namjoon being able to finally be accepted, he left without taehyung.

leaving in that train without taehyung ceased their ability to let their love grow.

but I let life go "sIkE bItCh" (because I'm emotionally unstable and want a happy ending) and namjoon came back to retreat his love, his one and only. then from there, they grow everyday- learning to love each other. then eventually, themselves.

and that was the end of railway station.

there are three lessons presented in this story;

one:

love yourself.
(referring to the people not being able to board the train of acceptance)

two:

learn to love yourself first before you love another.
(referring to taehyung not being able to join due to his insecurities concerning namjoon)

three:

if they leave, they are not worth it. if you two are meant to be together, you'll be together. Don't let that hold you back.
(referring to namjoon leaving taehyung when he finally was granted what he was longing for. he let namjoon leave without a single word being said, excepting the harsh truth. it goes for namjoon as well, he left, knowing that they couldn't be together.)

(namjoon coming back to retrieve taehyung isn't really a lesson of mental health, i was an emotional bitch and I needed a happy ending soo)

this very book was to promote mental health. these are very important lessons you all should keep in mind and learn, it's all concerning mental health and mental health is just as significant as physical health.

oh, yes! News regarding my new book 'Written in the Stars.'

Now that I have completed railway station I can pour more of my attention onto WITS (written in the stars.) that means a chapter will be posted very soon! buuuut it's not a promise. I'd like to finish the first 10, 15 or so chapters before I think of updating wits. I hope you enjoy it! (this story has been discontinued and unpublished.)

love yourself, love myself, peace.

bye guys! 👋💗

(if you have any questions, please feel free to comment them down- I'll try to reply as soon as possible!)