Again
It will never end
I've given up hope you'll never get better
Or have I?
I must still have some hope or I wouldn't be such a wreck every time you "screwed up" again
I have cried and screamed tonight
Into my pillow
At the top of my lungs
In fact, I'm still crying
I love you
Of course I'll always love you
But this has to stop or we will leave
If this gets too bad I can make us leave
It's me
I'm the one who decides, aren't I?
I don't want to
But I will
You've screwed up too many times
And now I don't know what to do
Because it was so nice
You had quit and hadn't screwed up
I wasn't afraid anymore!
It was an amazing feeling
But now that feeling is gone
I know you apologized
But you have in the past too
And you continued to do it
So when will it finally end?
You decide that, I guess
Choose wisely
You will not be able to go back on your decisions.
