I woke up the next morning to find Taylor staring at me; watching me sleep. "TAYLOR WHY ARE YOU WATCHING ME?! DON'T SCARE ME LIKE THAT YOU ASS!" I was so scared I thought I peed. He just burst into laughter. I threw a pillow at me but he threw it right back.
"I came to help you get ready for the big day tomorrow!" He raised both eyebrows.
"Wait...didn't this already happen?" I accidentally said out loud. This was some weird desa vu.
"What?" He questioned. "I just came to help you pick out an outfit for the first day of school...?" He was as confused as I was.
"No..this already happened and then at school I met Matt and we started dating after the party that Gilinsky threw and then I got kidnapped and you worked for my dad. But he was like the biggest drug dealer and you were helping him by shooting some old guy who wasn't even a guy and I escaped with Jack Johnson because he's been abused and..and.."
I looked at him and he wasstaring at me with a face that made me feel like I was the drug dealer.
"Do you,uh-Do you wanna go back to bed? Like get a little more sleep?" He started backing away.
"TAYLOR DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE!" I yelled at him. "Taylor,is was real,so real, it felt like this happened!" I pleaded.
"Oh,no,I bet." He said sarcastically.
"TAYLOR. Please listen to me!" I felt like crying. What was happening?
"Okay,tell me your dream.." He started,"..but it better not be A:boring or B:extremely long. I don't got all day." He rolled his eyes as I sighed.
I explained from beginning to end. Starting from Taylor waking me up until falling asleep in Matt's arms.
"Wow,Matt seems nice." He smiled and totally denied the whole part of it being realistic.
"Matt-I mean,Taylor?!!" I hope he didn't hear that.
"Did you just call me-"
"Nope" I cut him off.
"Faggot. So,THAT was your dream?" He obviously wasn't amused.
"I guess. I just wish it was real,but only the Matt parts and not being kidnapped. Do you think he's like that in real life? He seemed so quiet at the pool?" I ranted on and on.
"Yeah I don't know." He was annoyed,"So you really think I'd hang out with that jerk from the other day? Yeah right.." He huffed.
"Well,I don't know. My brain think weird. Also,you would've never gotten those chicks at lunch,just saying." I laughed as he basically cried about how he "could too" get those girls.
That means school hasn't even started,and I had no friends,no Matt,nothing. I had to start all over, there was nothing. No foundation to any friendships. Just Tay and I.
"Okay,sure" Taylor agreed sarcastically.
I came back to reality and noticed that Taylor was still here.
"TAYLOR. We need to go to school. Now. I can't wait until tomorrow."
"What? Why?" Okay,he really thought I was crazy.
"Never mind. Sorry." I simply shook my head,telling him to forget what I just said. "Hey,how 'bout you forget about helpin' me today,okay? Just think of me helping you as a favor."
He just nodded and quickly left,"See you tomorrow,okay? Love yah." And with that,he was gone.
What the actual fuck? How am I going to make my dream a reality?
