Baby: Prologue✅ (Jin Centric)| By Dew

Chapter 4

It had been three hours since Seokjin fell asleep and Yoongi was still stroking his hair, not wanting to move lest he should wake him up. But the uncomfortable position was really hurting his back and he needed to go talk to someone.

So the rapper held Seokjin gently and laid him beside him, leaning down to peck his forehead before leaving quickly. His whole body was aching now.

Closing the door gently, he went towards his room and called Hoseok, telling him to come there. He sighed as he sat down, massaging his forehead and drinking a glass of water.

"Hyung?"

The soft voice called, making Yoongi look up and smile gratefully. Hoseok returned the smile and came inside the room, sitting beside his elder, "Is everything okay, hyung?"

"No no, Hobi, its... ah it's not my secret to tell but... Seokjin hyung... he's not okay..." he trailed off, supporting his head in his hands, "I don't know what to do."

"Hyung, we're all here for him, you know that" Hoseok gently told him, patting his back. Yoongi sighed and looked at him, nodding his head.

"I know Hobi but Seokjin hyung, he's behaving... differently. I guess he had been going through depression or something like that. He is a... Little now."

Yoongi knew it was of no use to tell Hoseok about it but he just wanted-

"Is it where an adult behaves like a child?"

Yoongi's mouth fell open and he looked at his younger with shock all over his face. Hoseok broke out all in a grin and said, "I have some friends who are... what do you call them? Ah, caregivers."

"Wait, so you, you know what a Little is?!" at the younger's nod Yoonig hugged him tightly, feeling the weight on his shoulder lift. Hobi chuckled when they broke apart.

"Hyung, even if I did not knew about it, I would learn from the Internet. Seokjin hyung's health is the most important thing for me, I don't care how he copes with his demons, I and every BTS member will always be there for him."

The kind and genuine words made Yoongi tear up. He wanted his hyung to know how loved he is and how all of them can do anything for him.

"Hobi-ah, you don't know how much you have helped me. I had been taking care of hyung for the past two days and I know it's a small amount of time but god, it was so tiring. I love him to bits but it's all,...it's all to much to deal with!"

Hobi nodded and was about to hug his hyung but a figure distracted him. He turned towards the door only to find Seokjin hyung looking at them, his eyes filled with tears.

Yoongi looked up when the older ran away. He looked at Hobi, confused, and they both decided to go to his room.

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Seokjin threw himself on his bed, sobs racking his tired body. He muffled them in his pillow, crying as the words echoed inside his mind.

It's all too much to deal with!

He knew it was not possible that Yoongi would love to take care of him but he had hoped, he had a small desire. But now after hearing those words, he could do nothing but scold himself.

He's too much he's too much he's too much

Soft hands patted his head, another pair of hands turned him to face his two youngers. Hoseok gasped and pulled Seokjin in his lap, patting his head as the older hid his face in his thighs.

"Baby... baby don't worry we're here for you" Yoongi assured him, fingers wiping his tears but the older shook his head and cried.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" he chanted, his breathing labored and the two rappers got alarmed when Seokjin started heaving and coughing.

"Hyung, hyung look at me. You have nothing to be sorry about, absolutely nothing, okay? We love you unconditionally" Hoseok cupped his face, prepping his with light kisses while Yoongi massaged his back.

The older hiccuped before hanging his head in shame. Yoongi and Hoseok looked at each other, confused and worried.

"I- I'm sorry..." Seokjin started, getting the attention of his youngers, "I'm sorry for being a burden."

His voice, oh god his voice broke their hearts. So soft, but not like silk, instead like a fragile thread which will break upon a minute tension. He did not stammer but the roughness and regret in his voice, the guilty tone made Yoongi hug his hyung tightly, wanting to shield him from every bad and evil thing.

"Hyung you are not a burden, you can never be a burden."

"B-but, but you said it's too much to deal with me" Seokjin's whisper held no bitter accusation but a sad acceptance, as if all this was Seokjin's fault.

"Hyung..." Yoongi was at a loss of words, not sure how to help his hyung. Seeing him struggle with words, Hoseok turned Seokjin towards him and held the older's hands to his chest.

"Hyung, do you remember when we moved in our first dorm?" Seokjin nodded slowly, his tears now dried and eyes confused but filled with grief. "Do you remember how our members were so messy, especially the maknaes? You and me would try to clean the dorm but the next day it'll again get messy. We were so tired from cleaning up, I even told you to stop. But remember what you told me that day?"

Seokjin mind was still hazy and foggy, so he shook his head in negative.

"You said, "Hobi-ah, I know you don't want to stop. It's just that you're tired and frustrated. We both know that if we stop, those five are a lost cause. We're their hyungs, we need to help them.""

Seokjin sniffled as he remembered this particular conversation from years ago. Yoongi was looking at him closely, still rubbing his back. Hoseok gently kissed his knuckles before looking him in the eyes.

"You have done so much for us already. You take care of us everyday. But we don't do it. Yoongi hyung is not used to taking care of someone, he can give advice and fix things but when it comes to emotions, he is lost. That time when I was so done with the members, you made me realize that it was just my frustration speaking, that I actually love them, no matter how irritating they can get some times. Hyung, Yoongi hyung was also tired, that is why those words slipped his mouth. It does not mean that he doesn't love you or doesn't want to take care of you. It just means that he's new to this thing and it'll take some time for him to get used to it."

Yoongi's face was neutral but he was so glad that he chose Hoseok to help him. The younger was amazing with his words and his understanding in emotions was commendable. Yoongi back hugged his hyung, rubbing his cheek on his clothing.

"Hyung I love you so much, please give me another chance. I know I made a mistake but I will try to be better" he words were cheesy but sincere. Seokjin turned towards him, his eyes puffy and cheeks had lines of dried up tears but the small smile that graced his lips made him the most beautiful person Yoongi and Hoseok has ever seen.

"You did so much for him Yoongi, I should not have jumped to conclusions. I'm really so-"

"Hyung," Yoongi put a finger on his lips, cutting him off, "no more sorry. It wasn't your fault, you are already so tired, mentally and physically. I don't want you taking the blame again. I did a mistake, I will try to rectify it. End of conversation."

Hoseok chuckled at his hyung's words, making Yoongi glare at him playfully. Seokjin also giggled and hugged Yoongi, tucking his face in his neck. He motioned Hoseok to come near and soon the three elders were cuddling on the too small bed.

"Hyung, I love you so much. And I'm so proud of you" Hoseok whispered in his ears. Seokjin's breath hitched before his body relaxed and his tense shoulders sagged against Hoseok's chest. Yoongi placed a chaste kiss on his temple and sent a grateful smile to Hoseok.

It was still afternoon but Seokjin was tired and no one complained when he drifted off to sleep, the wrinkles on his forehead finally smoothing out.

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