The Unexpected Girl *Smut*

That's Disappointing

*You talk to the receptionist*
Receptionist: "can I help you?"
You: "umm, I'm here to see Dr. Teer"
Receptionist: "Dr. Teer is on vacation right now. What did you wanna see him for?"
You: "Bottom surgery. I have enough cash for the procedure"
Receptionist: "we have someone filling in for him if you wanna see them"
You: "I've been seeing Dr. Teer since I started hormone blockers.. I'd feel more comfortable with him"
Receptionist: "ok well.."
*The receptionist looks through some files*
Receptionist: "he won't be back for a few more weeks, he should be back in a month the latest if you wanna come back then"
You: "ok, I'm fine with that"
Receptionist: "alright, we'll see you in a month"
You: "thanks"
*You walk away and meet up with Colby"
Colby: "so?"
You: "my doctor isnt here, he'll be back in a month"
Colby: "what's your plans til then?"
You: "just wait, that's all I can do"
Colby: "are you wanting to go home or?"
You: "I wanna go to your place"
Colby: "okie, let's go"
*He slides his hand into yours, you look at him and he smiles at you*
You: "Are you not.. weirded out anymore?"
Colby: "no"
*You smile and hold his hand tighter. You guys get back to his car and he drives home. You both get out and Sam greets you guys*
Sam: "Hi, I believe I haven't properly introduced myself. I'm Sam"
You: "I'm y/n."
Sam: "Nice to see you around here again"
You: "Its nice to be here again"
Sam: "dont go breaking my best friends heart now"
You: "c'mon, me? He looks like the heart breaker"
Colby: "I will only break faces if someone ever looks at you the wrong way"
*Both yours and Sam's eyebrows rise. Colby grabs your hand and takes you upstairs. You sit on his bed and he sits beside you*
You: "look.. I'm sorry"
Colby: "sorry for what?"
You: "that I didnt tell you sooner.. I was afraid"
Colby: "I understand now and it's ok. I know now and that's what matters"
You: "I'm pretty open about the fact I'm trans to my family and my closest friends.. but for some reason I couldn't get the courage to tell you. I've never had someone.. like me before. The day I met you, I wanted to swim with you so badly but I felt I couldn't"
Colby: "why couldn't you?"
You: "you'd see my.. umm.."
*You look down as your disappointed and embarrassed by your male parts*
Colby: "ohhh..."
You: "yeah. I hate looking or feeling boyish.. I wanna look and feel like a girl"
Colby: "I can kinda understand. Like I have male parts and a male brain but if I had a girl body.. I'd wanna change it too"
You: "exactly.."
*You crack and fiddle with your fingers as you just feel sad. Colby's eyes go from your fingers to your face, he stares at you for a moment*
Colby: "y/n.."
You: "yeah?" You answer while still fiddling with your fingers
Colby: "I'd love to kiss you again"
*Your fingers immediately stop and you quickly look at him, he gives you a cheeky smile*
You: "what are you waiting for?"
*His smile goes bigger. He looks at your lips and he bites his bottom lip and then looks into your eyes. He combs your hair behind your ear and leans in to plant his lips firmly on yours. His jaw does a movement that makes you breath nervously. Colby breaks the kiss*
Colby: "are you alright?"
You: "I'm just.. scared.. nervous. I wanna, take this to a certain level but.. I cant"
Colby: "we can take this as far as we're both comfortable with"
You: "Colby.. pin me against the wall and kiss me hard?"
Colby: "yes ma'am"
*Colby gets up and flexes his muscles as he takes his shirt off. You check him out and imagine his muscles flexing while you guys do dirty things and you instantly lick your lips. He puts his hands under your thighs and lifts you up so your guys' hips are parallel to each other. He walks to the wall and pins you against it. He leans in so close that your lips are barely touching but you guys can feel each other's breath.. he finally places his lips roughly against yours. After a few moments of making out. Colby has to put you down, quickly sits in his computer chair and crosses his arms in his lap*
You: "am I.. too heavy?"
*Colby shakes his head a little*
Colby: "I, um... I have a problem and I can't fix it with you right now"
*he removes his arms and you see him massive bulge*
Colby: "and..."
*Colby scratches his head uncomfortably*
Colby: "I can feel you.. getting hard too"
*You look down and see your bulge too. You swallow hard as your so embarrassed. You just run out of Colby's room, Colby gets up and opens the door and runs after you a little*
Colby: "y/n! Wait!"
*Your so embarrassed by your own body parts and you just leave*