Anxiety & Love

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*After several hours of hanging out with Colby and his roommates. You guys head upstairs, take your extra clothes off like your sweater and the scarf you use as a headband, get comfy on his bed and watch Netflix*
You: "Now, I'm sure you've heard of the term 'Netflix and chill'.. that is not what's happening here"
*Colby chuckles*
Colby: "whatever you say"
*You guys cuddle and after a few episodes of Supernatural, he stops the show*
Colby: "so you haven't told me much about yourself"
You: "what do you wanna know?"
Colby: "anything and everything. Tell me about your past.. and your future with me"
*You guys spend hours talking and getting to know each other until 4am. You notice the time*
You: "well.. looks like I'm sleeping over. Should I sleep on your couch?"
Colby: "you don't have to, you can sleep here with me"
*You raise your eyebrows*
Colby: "and just sleep. Nothing else... unless you wanna do more than sleep"
You: "sleep.. I need sleep. Do you have a pair of shorts and a shirt i can wear to sleep?"
Colby: "for sure"
*He gets up and takes some comfy clothes out for you and hands them to you*
Colby: "I'm guessing your not gonna change in front of me either"
You: "your guess is right"
*You go to the washroom and change. When you come back, Colby's only wearing boxers. You swallow hard as your nervous to be sleeping in his bed. Colby spends a few moments on his phone to check his social media. This whole time, you look at his lips, his jawline and staring into his eyes. He puts his phone down after a while and he looks back into your eyes*
Colby: "were you staring at me that whole time?"
You: "your eyes.. there so ocean blue in the light. I think I might sink, drown and die.. dont save me"
Colby: "Is it ok if I kiss you now?"
*You look down for a moment to think.. then look back and forth between his eyes and lip, then nod your head yes slightly. Colby caresses the side of your face with his larger, warm and strong hand and leans in to plant his lips onto yours. It quickly becomes heated so you turn your face to break the kiss. Colby bites his bottom lip as there was some saliva on it*
Colby: "ok, ok. I'm sorry.. is there another reason why you wont, do more with me?"
*You shrug your shoulders*
Colby: "whatever it is, you can tell me"
You: "not yet"
Colby: "is it anything about me?"
*You sigh*
You: "no, it's not you at all"
Colby: "is it something to do with you?"
You: "maybe"
Colby: "are you afraid to tell me?"
*You nod your head*
Colby: "why?"
You: "I'm afraid you'll.. not like me anymore"
Colby: "that's impossible. Doesnt matter what your past holds, it's the past. You dont live there anymore"
You: "can we just go to bed?"
*Colby sits there with disappointment on his face*
Colby: "yeah"
*You turn to face the wall and he turns the light off. It's morning and your eyes open. You look at Colby, you can see hes dreaming by his eyeballs moving beneath his eyelids. You rub your eyes to examine his body, his arm is resting around your stomach lazily, you smile as you love that he cuddles you while he sleeps. You check your phone for any texts, nothing. You take some time to go through Instagram as you dont wanna disturb Colby. After an hour, he wakes up. He yawns and stretches his biceps*
Colby: "good morning" he greets you with his low, graspy morning voice
*You smile, put your phone down and put your arm around his waist and snuggle him*
Colby: "how long have you been up?"
You: "maybe an hour"
Colby: "why didnt you wake me?"
You: "I just couldn't. You looked so peaceful and it looked like you were dreaming"
Colby: "what does a person look like when they are dreaming?"
You: "I think their eyeballs move under their eyelids"
*Colby makes a grossed out face*
Colby: "eww.. anyways, I feel like I'm pressuring you buuuut, do you wanna spill that secret? I'm not gonna judge you. I'm not gonna hate you or love you any less. You can trust me and I want you to trust me"
*You sit up and take a deep breath, sit there for a moment, you mount over Colby in a sexy way to get off the bed. Grab your clothes and get dressed, you come back and Colby's still in bed but wearing shorts now. You sit on the bed near his knees*
You: "I was trying procrastinate in telling you this.. but.. my secret is that..."

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