PRIVATE SHOW {showki}

I'm not scared anymore

Kihyun POV

I woke up with the sun coming thru the window, hitting my eyes, slowly I try to stretch my body. It was so heavy and rested, it was a new thing for me. Usually I was so tired that my body was always hurting, like hell, and it was soo difficult to wake up. Now it was difficult as well, but in a new and better way, it was difficult because I was happy and rested. This time it seems like I've had slept for days. Slowly I get up, heading to the bathroom while moaning. Closing the door as I look at my self at the mirror, I was smiling, why was I smiling? My eye bags had faded away and I had a healthy blush in my cheeks. I was beautiful... A bit confused, but pretty. I sit in the Toilet trying to remember what the hell happened last night.

Movie, hyung touching me, I slept on the couch during the movie... What I am missing?... I was repeating my night, over and over, in my head hoping something would come up, until I realized... I've slept on the couch! How was I in my bed when I woke up?...Flashes of last night comes rushing in my mind, like I was stuck in a horrible hangover. Suddenly an image pops up, it was Shownu hyung, carrying me to bed, I was laying in his chest, he was holding me... Could it be true? My questions were answered when I realized that, I could still feel his hands holding my knees. That would explain how I was in my bed this morning... But why do I feel like that it has more to this story?... LIPS... I remember lips, crushing with mine, a kiss, the best kiss of my life... How could I forget something like this? My head was hurting like hell, flashbacks of last night were banging in my head like a fucking hammer. It was a dream... it has to be one, no way hyung would kiss me, an image of him on top of me with his hands around my waist appears, to real... I shook my head trying to move on. It was just another fucking dream...

I got out of the bathroom and into the Living Room, still a bit confused, when I spot Jooheon already up and playing a video game at the television. "Good Morning hyung, did you slept well?"he says not moving his head away from the tv, not looking at me, as always. "Like a fucking stone..."I say rolling my eyes and moving into the kitchen. "Could you make some pancakes?..." he says with his lips pouting, like a baby, my fucking baby." You lazy boy! Sure, but only because we are on a break" I say, and he smiles, pausing the video game." I will help you then!". He comes into the kitchen waiting for my permission. "That's a new one... But is time for you to learn something, so sure, grab my book with the recipe".

We start to cook, Joo keeps asking for commands and telling me about an dream he had last night." It was horrible Kihyun! I was alone in one creepy ass house, and there were ghosts everywhere!" But I wasn't paying attention, I just nodded, I could only think of my dream... "Hey hyung you are not following the recipe!" he says and I look down at the batter, I was mixing butter with salt instead of sugar. "Sorry hyung, my head was somewhere else..."I say getting rid of the ruined pancakes, he laughs, I do not understand why he is laughing this time."Do you mean someone else?"he says, and, in the spot, I could feel my cheeks burning up. "What are you saying boy!?"I hit his head but he keeps laughing. " You just called me hyung Kih..." he says grabbing another mixer. Oh! my god! I did! I called him hyung, shit I need to recompose myself, no one else could know. "I'm tired your little shit, can you continue, what's the next move?". I say hoping he would move on and let me alone, he laughs a bit but reads the next line in the recipe. Thanks god. We concluded making A LOT of pancakes, both proud of our good work, I knew Hyunwoo would love it. Then we hear footsteps, my heart stops for a while, and I pray to not to be Shownu, in a few seconds, Hyungwon and Changkyun join us in the kitchen.

"Good morning!"I say as they enter the room, both still half asleep. "Someone is in a good mood..." Hyungwon says sitting next to Jooheon. "Pancakes for breakfast! Who isn't?!"Changkyun says sitting by my side. I love this boy. "Sure but Kih is REALLY happy..." that idiot tall guy continues to talk. "What are you talking about your frog?!"I say grabbing a pancake. "last night, you and Hyunwoo, of course..."he looks at me like I'm a idiot. Everyone looks at me and I'm in shock. "Don't tell me you don't remember ..."he says hitting my shoulder. I push his hand away and focused in my food, how could he now? "He just carried me to bed..."I say it out loud, but it was mostly for me to hear. "That's not fair! He didn't carried me! AND I FUCKING ASKED! He will answer to me when he wakes up..." Jooheon says and Changkyun hits him in the head. "What was that for?!"he says angry, but the maknae points at me, I was frozen. "You are not Kihyun!"Changkyun says and Hyungwon laughs and says"Just carried you, my ass, that was almost free porn". "Can you guys please stop!?"I yelled getting up and putting my empty plate in the sink. "I'm going to take a walk... Please take care of the others...". I needed to get out of there, I don't even matter where I go, everywhere was better than here. I didn't change, I was still in my pajamas and a light coat on top of it. I get out of the house leaving behind three confused guys. Looking outside was empty just a few persons on the street and it was raining, a light rain, perfect...