Let The Music Play {Destiel/Sabriel one shots}

You'll be in my heart

((Requested by @Supernatural-for-life ))

You'll be in my heart

By: Phil Collins

*Sam's POV*

No it couldn't be happening but then there it was, Gabriel was dying. At Lucifer's hand. Of course Gabriel was dying a slow painful death. Why wouldn't he? It was Lucifer causing him to die and well...he was lucifer.

I ran up to him and knelt beside the short angel who was lying on the ground and fighting for breath, each breath more painful than the last for him.

He started crying silently and shaking. Well he was dying what did I expect? I lifted him up and laid his head in my lap. I knew there was nothing I could do to save him but maybe calm him down a bit.

"Come stop your crying it will be alright. Just take my hand and hold it tight."

I said softly and I grabbed his hand. He had a strong grip for someone who was dying and he have me one of his Gabe-smiles, though it was weak and he was still crying it made me want to cry as well.

"For one so small you seem so strong. My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm."

I whispered and brought him into a hug holding him onto my lap and to my chest.

He reached up an held his hand on my cheek. I looked down into his eyes that once looked so bright and playful, now so..dull and lifeless..

"This bond between us can't be broken. I will be here. Cause you'll be in my heart."

He whispered and his hand dropped. That's when I lost it and started crying. Because Gabriel, my Gabriel was dead. I wanted my angel back. I wanted him right now but he was dead and I was crying while holding onto his dead body.

"You'll be in my heart from this day on. Now and forever more."

I whispered tears dropping onto Gabe's still face. I felt dean's hands on my shoulders as he dragged me away from Gabe. I didn't want to go. No. But I was weak from crying and Dean was stronger than me so I was pulled away from my angel and dragged to the impala.

Once seated inside I started crying again. Dean didn't say anything. He didn't have to.

--a few months later--

I sat on the couch watching the tv absently. I was thinking about Gabe again. I knew it wasn't healthy and that I should move on. But I just couldn't let myself believe that he was dead. I couldn't.

I promise that he'd be in my heart forever. Dean walked in and sighed. He ran a hand over his face and walked over sitting on the couch.

"Sam, Gabriel is dead and you guys weren't even really together. Can you please come back? I need my brother back."

I looked at him and then just turned back to the tv not saying anything. Dean sighed again in frustration and stomped out of the room.

I looked up at the ceiling and began to pray to Gabe. I knew he wasn't dead. I knew it.

"Why can't he understand how we feel? I know we're different, but deep inside we're not that different after all. We need each other."

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*Gabriel's POV*

I watched Sam from behind the couch and could tell he was crying again. The big baby..I felt a tear roll down my cheek as well and I became visible.

"Don't listen to him, what does he know? We'll show him together. Just look over your shoulder, I'll be there always."

Sam turned around quickly and his cheeks were stained with tears just like mine and I gave a small smile. He jumped up and brought me into a tight hug.

He pressed his lips to mine softly as I stood on my tip toes kissing him back. How I longed for those lips these past few months.

When he pulled away he was smiling and so was I.

"Yes, you'll be in my heart."

He whispered and hugged me again. I rested my chin on his shoulder since he was lifting me up in his hug.

"I'll be there for you always."

I whispered. And. I meant it. I would never leave Sam again. Ever.