Divine's Pov-
"You disgust me you know that ?" yelled my mom.
My mom and I are just having another one of our daily arguements.
"I'm ashamed you came out of my body" she continued to say.She gives me a look full of hatred and disgust.
I never thought a mother would say all these hurtful things to their kids,especially to their only kid.
I look at the floor and lightly shake my head.I grab my black crossbody bag and walk to my bestfriend Vanessa's house.
"Foo just leave you know you can stay here with me my parents love you as if you were their own" said Vanessa.
I just finished telling her about the arguement I had with my mom.
Vanessa and I have been bestfriends since the fourth grade.Even though me and Vanessa are pretty different we're super close.She's outgoing and i'm shy,she's loca and likes to have fun,I rather stay in at home,she's bomb as fuck,and well i'm just plain.
Vanessa is 5'4 and has long brunnette hair with hazel eyes,she has full pink lips and the slimmest body.She has a flat belly and a bellybutton piercing with decent boobs and a nice round ass.It's easy to tell why guys are all over her.
As for me i'm 5'2 with light skin and long light brown hair that ends at my bellybutton with big brown eyes,I personally think my eyes are boring but Vanessa says she's jealous of my eyes.I have small pink kissable lips with a smile I hate.I have a nose piercing and naturally arched eyebrows,my eyebrows are the only thing I like about me.I guess you can say I have a ass,it's small but it sticks out and I have perky boobs.
Vanessa knows everything about me she knows about my past childhood my mom and dad,and Eric along with my first child.Eric is my ex he was my first love,he's from Vatos Locos one of Anaheim's downest gangs.He was my first gang related boyfriend,at first I was stubborn and didn't wanna give him a chance because all cholos are the same I mean look at my mom and dad.But then I slipped up and I let him get close to me.
I lost my virginity to him and I got pregnat with his son,when I told him I was pregnat he was denying that he was the father and was calling me a slut and a whore.He didn't wanna be around our son's life and that was absolutely fine with me. To bad I lost him when I was four months pregnat.I woke up in the middle of the night bleeding I told my mom and she took me the emergency room.They did a ultrasound and x-rays and they said I had a miscarriage.
I was devastated I was gonna have someone that I loved so much and someone that was gonna love me back,but I guess God had other plans.I'm not gonna lie i'm glad my son didn't come into this world,I mean I would be struggling and I wouldn't have enough money to buy him things I wouldn't wanna bring a kid into this fucked up world. I was fourteen when it happened and now i'm seventeen and to this day i've been single and I will never date a gangster foo,they're all the same.
Okay soo this is just a backround of her life at home,the next chapter will be more interesting and longer. Like,Comment,and Follow I follow back (: btw Divine's love interest is the guy tatted up in tats up there ^ (; aka Phora my husband 😘
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