the heartbreak

The Next Day

I woke up to the beautiful sunlight streaming through my curtains. I smiled and thought about him.. Why is he so perfect to me?

I looked at the time, It was 10 30. I only have an hour and thirty minutes to get ready!? I get up and run to the bathroom with my phone bursting with my favorite song. I wash my hair in the sink, brush my teeth, then do my makeup. I speed walk back to my room and spray a little bit of perfume on. I pick my favorite socks, jeans, and T shirt to wear. I put on socks and shoes and Im ready to go. I brush my teeth again before i go.

I'm always afraid of my breath smelling if im meeting up with someone or going to school.

I check the time, 11 45. I run downstairs, grab a piece of taost that my mother made and run out the door. I walk fast towarda the park hoping he beats me there first. My thoughts overwhelm me with negativity. What if he stood me up? I slow down. What is he totally forgot about me?

I try to ignore them. I speed up again and I'm almost to the park. My hearts racing and I feel as if i can hear the blood running through my vains. Im so nervous already and I havnt even seen him yet. I laugh softly to myself. Thinking positive. I see the gate to the park.. he's sitting on the slide next to where I sat last time. As I open the gate, he looks up at me and smiles. I fall for him all over again..

I walk over and sit next to him. He looks at me,

"Good afternoon beautiful" he says.

I laugh softly, "Good afternoon handsome." I say.

"How are you doing?" he says.

"Great how bout you?" I say.

"Fantastic now that I get to see your beautiful face." He says.

I giggle and blush. I look away up at the sky and then look back at him and smile. I ask him if he would like to swing and he says sure. We both get up to go swing, we compete and try to go higher than eachother. He wins. I laugh and walk away. He grabs my hand while laughing,

"Where ya goin?" he says

"I honestly have no idea." I say.

"I have an idea, how bout we go get some icecream?" he offers.

"I'd love to!" I slightly scream.

We both walk away laughing. We walk to the Icecream shop thats only a few minutes away from the park. We sit down and talk about random things like school, unicorns and food.

We get up to get our icecream and sit back down. I got mocha and he got mint chocolate. We talk and laugh and even make fun of old people together. Im so comfortable around him. Im usually not comfortable around anyone but myself. Is that a good or bad thing? It scares me by the thought of getting too comfortable and too attached to this guy that feels like hes gonna be there forever when I know hes not. Nothing lasts forever, I dont believe in that type of stuff.

We finish our icecreams and walk around some more. We talk about how all the teachers at school have their own little unique things going on and the mean popular girls that everyone likes but we dont know why. We talk about if unicorns and fairytales were real what would the world be like. We also talk about the moon and dragons and weird things that come to our minds.

I've already figured out his personality. Hes funny and he jokes around a lot. He laughs at simple things and smiles when I smile. I can tell he hates his laugh because he always trys to hold it in until I laugh, then he just explodes. He wears a lot of calone because hes afraid to smell bad. He's also the same with his breath. He's loving and caring when he wants to be. When he gets nervous he starts to use big words that I sometimes/mostly dont understand at all but its funny and cute. Thats all I got so far

He has hazel eyes but they change color. Sometimes they're green, sometimes they're gray. They're the type of eyes you get lost in. And I guess I did.