SELFISH | surene

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[ jenrene ]

jennie: i saw you with suho the other day

jennie: you did not look like friends

jennie: tell me what's up

irene: honestly?

irene: i really don't know whats up

jennie: what does that mean?

irene: i already talked about this with a few people

irene: i really dont know whats going on with me and junmyeon

jennie: everyone except u knows whats going on, unnie

irene: and what is that

jennie: he likes you

jennie: im probably the 37823th person to tell you this but it shows how much he likes u

irene: what about me?

jennie: what about you?

irene: how do you think i feel?

irene: am i showing anything?

jennie: you're not the type to show affection

jennie: but this time, it does show

jennie: u just need to admit to urself

irene: what should i do now

irene: im honestly very scared

jennie: about what?

jennie: he likes u and u like him, everything's already perfect

irene: i don't know what to do

irene: i vowed to myself not to fall for anyone as long as i'm still active in rv

irene: i vowed that i won't date anyone until i retire from this job

irene: and he's making it hard for me to keep this vow

jennie: no one's forcing u to keep that vow

jennie: that 'vow' is keeping you from being happy with someone you cherish, isn't that more like a punishment?

irene: but what would people think of me

irene: what if we lose our fans simply because of me?

irene: i dont want to ruin anything for my dongsaengs

jennie: you're too nice to people that you neglect your own feelings

jennie: im sure your members would be ecstatic if you date someone

jennie: they'd be happy for you, im sure

jennie: and your personal life has nothing to do with red velvet and your success

irene: really?

jennie: yes, really.

irene: gosh you're so good with ur words

irene: i cant believe my mindset is changing because of u

jennie: well im just great in general 🤷