I remember nearly everything about us. It was funny too, because we both know I have the worst memory. But something about you just made me remember almost every moment we spent together. It seems cheesy and I know you would be cringing right now if you listened to my thoughts.
I remember the first time we met. It was back when we were competition kids. My mom wanted us to take a photo together because we found you amazing. And we were right. You were such a good dancer and I was in awe of you when I first saw you dance. I had good taste ever since I was a kid huh?
Then shortly after, I remember bumping into you again during the Willdabeast auditions. You killed the routine and I was hoping that I could talk to you again that day. I wasn't able to though because of Gabe. I guess it want his fault at all anyway. I learned that you guys were really close friends, or actually duet partners.
I remember trying to impress you that day, too. I felt like you wouldn't notice me if I wasn't standing out. I didn't know why I felt the need for you to enjoy my dancing, but I did. So when I was called to dance, I made sure that I would do my very best. Then, Gabe was called too. I'll admit that made me anxious. It was because he was a very good dancer and I might not keep up with him. And if I don't keep up, how will you ever notice me?
"I do ship Baiken, I don't ship Gaycee" I remember saying in a live.
I didn't like seeing you guys dance together too. I used to not know why, but now I do. I was jealous. Even if I hate to admit it, I was jealous.
I remember feeling so proud of you in classes. You can turn from a wild beast to a smooth dancer then to a very vulnerable one to a sassy dancer. Your versatility never failed to amaze me.
I remember having a few conversations with you, but they would never last. We would barely hang out because I was with The Migos and you had Kayhanati. It wasn't bad at all. I just wished we hung out more.
I remember back in 2017 when Brian Friedman asked us to be part of The Outlaws. Brian taught some parts of the dance to us in class with other dancers. Once he said we'd have partners, my ears were wide open. We were only five that time though. It was us, Charlize, Maddie, and Josh. So did one of us have to be alone? Then Brian said that Gabe would be part of the concept video. I nodded, but felt disappointed. There was a huge chance you would be partnered with him since you always were.
"Char, your partner will be Gabe" Brian said.
That brought a huge smile on my face. I couldn't help it. Seeing as I had the chance to dance with you made me feel excited.
"Maddie, could you stand there beside Sean for me?" Brian asked.
Maddie walked up to me and stood beside me. I remember hoping it wouldn't be what I hoped would be, but of course it was. When Brian answered my thoughts, Maddie gave me a smile and a high five. I returned it and smiled at her excitement, but felt a little disappointed when I knew I wouldn't be dancing with you. You ended up dancing with my best friend, Josh too.
I remember shortly after the concept video, I had a crazy idea. What about making my own? So I started thinking of a great concept that would not only have a good story, but would affect the viewers watching. Then I had it. Wrong Words.
While going through the choreography my self, I couldn't help but feel that something was missing. It just lacked something to elevate the story. I went through the choreography again, but it still felt missing. Then I had it. It was missing a person. The first person who popped into my mind was you. I'll admit that I was scared in asking you, because I was afraid you would say no. You were a really busy person and I didn't want to disturb you with a simple concept video.
I ended up having the courage to do it anyway because it doesn't hurt to try. It just hurts if you get rejected. Thankfully, you agreed to it and it felt like a huge weight was lifted off my chest. Just by the first two eight counts, I already knew you were the one. I found my dance partner.
I remember when the second season of World of Dance was about to start. A few WOD producers had asked me to compete. I didn't want to because of the feeling of being cut in season one. I heard that some have been trying to get you as well. So one day I thought about it. I thought to myself 'What would happen if I said yes?'
I remember being so nervous to choreograph our pieces. But it wasn't as hard as I thought because I had you by my side. Even if our final pieces were so different from our Day One pieces, you say that all the pieces were perfect. The Behind-the-scenes videos of us is one of the smartest things I ever thought of. Now, I could look back and smile at how we were so happy. It's crazy how close we've gotten from the Qualifiers to the Divisional Finals. Can I be him was our personal favorite though. It still is mine.
I remember when you started being more comfortable dancing with me. I was so happy when you started dancing with me instead of leaving me on the floor. You started being who you really are on the dance floor with me. Our viewers saw the progress too. They shipped us all the more.
I remember having Netflix marathons with you. I remember the feeling I get when I catch you staring at me. I remember feeling on cloud nine whenever I'd hug you. I remember having all these weird inside jokes with you. I remember how it feels to have you sleep on my chest. I remember the times where we'd play cards and you'd always win. I remember our sleepovers where we wouldn't really sleep because we'd be too busy annoying each other. I remember the way I stare at you because you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.
And I could recall a lot more. They're just way too hard to forget. I remember, Kaycee. But do you?
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I'm sorry for not updating yesterday. I was supposed to, but then I was sick the whole afternoon. And it's a Monday which means I was supposed to go to school. But homegirl didn't because she is sick. Also, I'm not supposed to use my phone right now so......
Anyway, Ken joined World of Dance Philippines. Any thoughts about that? Mine? I was shocked. I didn't think he would want to compete there.
Also, any updates on Seaycee? They're quiet right now.
