•Poetry•

abandonded

you left me

Left me sitting in the dark

Sitting alone with these horrid thoughts

how could you?

I trusted you.

trusted you with my life.

but maybe that was my biggest mistake.

who knows?

I knew i shouldnt have fell for it

shouldnt have fell for your false love

father why must you leave me

wherever will i go?

now your light isnt there

Man i shouldve bought a lamp

But no, i thought i could trust you

Now I have no guide in this dark sea.

now my world is such a dismal scene.

No light, no happiness, only pain

Well pain and me

so now i bask in this pain, only with my inner voices

daddy please stop these demons

the meanies are hurting your little girl

where-o-where is my superman?

i dont know if i can hold on much longer

This thin ledge is all i grasp

Its cracking as i grow

for it is too weak without you

i wonder when it will finally break

8,10,12,15,16?

who knows....

it will only last so many years

so many years til it all comes crashing down.

its been 8 years

im now seventeen

this ledge is cracking more everyday-

i think its finally going to break

my arms are getting sore

...i kind of want the relief

but i need my superman

When i fall, will you save me?

or will you just be there a second late

late, as always

you never were that punctual...

maybe youll be on time for the memorial of this fallen building

Or maybe you wont even be allowed in...