You know, don't you?
How could you not?
I'm too obvious.
I knew it before I felt it.
I care so much about you,
Even if you never wanted me to.
I was forward but you were not,
I guess that's why my brain is caught by a knot.
My mind is in all sorts distraught,
And it's all because you love me, not.
And to think I thought,
That maybe I could love you enough
to earn your trust.
But trusting becomes before love,
So there's no way I could win—
Playing a losing game.
Props to me for trying though,
My heart now feels like dying.
You did build up those walls,
In fact too strong,
because I tried to demolish them for far too long.
And I still had no luck,
Can't you see I sincerely gave a fuck?
Lover, I love her.
But she's too distracted to see,
Or maybe she doesn't believe in me.
Lover. Singular. Because—
because I know it isn't reciprocated.
