Fragile, beautiful mind, Namjoon x Bangtan /discontinued, reasons in book/

Chapter two - Tragic past part 1

~~~4 weeks later ~~~

Taehyung couldn't stop thinking about that omega. He was constantly on his mind.

Trying to fall asleep appeared to be useless process, not that his brain ever let him rest.

His new sleeping cycle consisted of 2 very annoying sleepless nights and the third one when he fell on the bed in exhaustion and slept like a log for over 10 hours straight.

Alpha couldn't bring himself to forget those beautiful trembling plump lips. These charming brown eyes which were widened ever so slightly by fear the omega felt.
Defenseless and cornered, alone without anyone to protect him.

In case of unwanted pregnancy, Namjoon would be faced with a difficult situation... To keep or to abort the child.

The lanky rapper was barely ready to make such important decision, which might have seemed very trivial to others.

Deep in his mind omega knew he'd give birth to the child but wouldn't be able to take care of them / the kid / later on.

/ He'd have to give them up for adoption /

~~~

Alpha's conscience kept bothering him about omega, whenever he wanted or not so he might as well apologize for what he's almost done.

The only issue was the absence of the male rapper and no contact info. Not even email address.

Taehyung was unconsciously seeking attention of the rapper without realizing.

There was an option to try to search it up on the internet but Tae didn't want to ' stalk ' him and do even further damage to their strained nonexistent relationship.

If omega found out it'd without a doubt deepen the guilt that already shackled alpha from feeling carefree like he felt for last few months.

However being free of any accidents or disasters is honestly impossible task to accomplish, there's always something that was boud to happen.

So Taehyung settled on hoping he'd meet omega somewhere soon.

His regret had to be expressed to omega soon, because alpha felt like the current turmoil of dark emotions was slowly tearing him apart.

~~~

Lying on the couch like a sad wet dog bottling up bad, hurtful emotions wasn't really ideal for alpha.

Over the time he spent home alone, he was getting increasingly scared of losing himself - his extreme outbursts which sometimes happened. He had no control over them. Going out by himself wasn't solution either, so he decided to text him if he felt like hanging out in their favorite club.

His maknae didn't like to make his hyung wait so the answer came rather fast.

Nonetheless it took Tae a while to notice hence he's gotten quite lost in his messy thoughts.

' Sure hyung, let me get dressed and I'll be there in 20 minutes, ' lone text that appeared on the screen brougt attention to the phone. It stood out like a sore thumb in his dimly lit room.

Jungkook, his younger friend was the one he currently held as someone closest to his heart.

Considering Taehyung was well off, majority of his other ' friends ' hanged out with him, since they saw him as a convenient tool to add some entertainment to their boring lives.

But his young maknae was on some completely different level compared to those primitives, which'd betray him once they saw better source of amusement.

At first glance innocent young guy. Averagely tall for a male, though fairly muscular.

His seemingly innocent image of a snow white bunny crumbled right away when he got to the ' flirting material. '

/ someone usually who he didn't know personally, the one who fit his type/

Typical naughty attractive bad boy that kept adding number of broken hearts to his mental ' list of records. '

~~~

Both met by neon lights in front of the club. Their bodies enveloped in blinding colors, everything else swallowed and dismissed in the darkness.

Entrance crowded with a dense line of kids that usually barely reached the adulthood.

With the brats glaring at their backs Taehyung and Jungkook were easily let into the establishment once the security guard picked up on their handsome mugs. After all quick entrance was one of the advantages loyal customers were granted.

It was hard to get through all three subgenders packed tight in the small building.

Inside music played wildly, colored lights were doing it's own dance across the ground and walls.

As the boys' usual outing went, Jungkook made his way to pick up some cute omegas while Taehyung chose some alcohol for both of them.

Alpha's flirtarious tendencies almost ceased to exist, Namjoon - the cause that made him change his casual behavior in such environment.

He no longer desired to have random omegas accompany him during his time spent here. He wanted to atone for his wrongdoing.

~~~

The evening was going well, Jungkook filling the average bland atmosphere with funny stories, and seductive gestures which made both of his omega companions swoon over him, deceived by the obviously fake innocent attitude.

Everything was peaceful till Taehyung decided to go to the restroom, bunny alpha volunteered to go with him, making two omegas groan.

The chaos began when Taehyung spotted Namjoon standing nearby, being surrounded in a pleasant scent he didn't know. The man located right next to him was slightly shorter than omega.