Fragile, beautiful mind, Namjoon x Bangtan /discontinued, reasons in book/

Chapter three - Two moons part 2

/ In case you're unsure ' ' means thoughts, " " means spoken words. / 

' You got this Taehyung. Just a few sentences... Don't fuck this up. This is your last chance to atone… And even though Namjoon said he doesn't remember you, it doesn't mean your sin has disappeared. ' Tae mentally debated within his self, hoping his words won't cause a drama. 

" Can I borrow Namjoon for a bit? " The alpha uncertainly asked, his gaze switching awkwardly between the two of them. 

Wrong words, as expected. Way to dig himself an early grave, however uncertain if anyone beside Jungkook would want to bury his remains. 

" Joonie doesn't know you, so I'm sure there's no need for you to impose on him. Either share whatever is it that you have to say or leave us. " Hoseok answered testily, prepared to not let his friend go even if his life depended on it. 

' Awesome! Now I have to deal with more unnecessary drama... Who'd ever miss overprotective friends that mean well but usually do more harm than good. ' Taehyung mused annoyed as an audible sigh left his dry lips.  

" There's no major reason to actually bug him. I just wanted to apologize in private and clear up some things because I have a feeling he can't seem to recollect what went down in the first place. Though without an explanation there is no need to justify my actions because it's useless if he doesn't get the meaning behind the words. " Taehyung replied sharply, hoping the ginger would comprehend his reasoning. 

The shorter out of the two stopped talking, looking like he's seriously considering Taehyung's worthless opinion. 

/it was worthless only to Hobi (¬‿¬)/  

Half a minute later, right as the hard-headed Hoseok was about to deny his request again, Namjoon interrupted his friend's answer with quite a shocking remark, leaving two others literally speechless. 

"Hoseok no. Stop it. Whatever he did couldn't have been that bad...  And I don't really care much. Everything is forgivable, so I just forgave him too, end of your dispute.  Easy as that. " Namjoon naively replied, fed up by stubbornness of both. 

What the omega just said completely confirmed Taehyung’s theory about his memory loss. Preferably he's forgotten the whole terrible part of the evening when he went into heat. If not, then chaos was assured to happen if Namjoon remembered even a bit. There was no way the rapper would let such a thing like rape slip, attempted or not, never mind it was an accident.  

/ Most of alphas see rape as a matter of course, however, the majority of omegas see severe crimes against their subgender in a different light. Rape was frowned upon by them. /  

Alpha smiled sadly, acknowledging how naivety meant to make its way into his plans. Fate's work perhaps. " Not everything can be excused, forgotten nor forgiven. Morally wrong deeds especially shouldn’t be," said Taehyung, looking directly into Joon's eyes this time, intent on making the omega understand the importance of the situation. 

What was even scarier was the fact that Taehyung himself didn't properly know what went on at that time.  He was drowning, unaware of details. Only hazy memories remained left behind. Regret, vulnerability, danger, sin, end, life, death. 

It was really overwhelming experience for both, thus one dropped the heavy thoughts and the other still held the forbidden knowledge. 

By this point, Taehyung decided to call it a day in their ‘debate club’, since he was aware of the only possible outcome of their talk - the bad one, of course. The good outcome ceased to exist right at its start thanks to someone's very doting friend. 

Mentally exhausted, the alpha shortly put his right hand on his forehead, sliding it through his dark blue hair, which looked kind of purple as it lightly reflected the club lights. " It doesn't matter, I'm going back to where I came from... If you're interested, come to see me next Saturday at this very same spot. If you decide to do so, leave all your acquaintances at home. " Tae added before he departed with a faint smile upon his lips.  

/ I'll appreciate if you won't try to hunt me because of this. I'm probably slightly colorblind (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)/