before i start this i just wanna say that i wrote a whole chapter but it got deleted so i re wrote this whole thing so that's why this chapter isn't one of my best and i feel like it's all over the place 😭😫anyways enjoy and tysm for 200 reads❤️
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fast forward to friday*
I was in gym class right now. Usually for gym I would wear sweats and a crop top but I can't let anyone see my stomach so i wore a hoodie. I know that no one likes wearing hoodies for gym class cause you'll literally burn in heat but what other option did i really have?
As i went outside of the change room, jungkook suddenly looked at me with a surprised looking glare, of course he notices my unusual attire for gym.
I ignore him and make my way to Jennie and Lisa who are already warming up.
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"Finally lunch, my favourite subject" Lisa says making my chuckle. We make our way to the table where everyone else is already sitting at. Jungkook looked up at me but i just ignored it, i appreciate the fact that he cares and is trying to figure out what's wrong but i don't know i just can't tell him. since i know he can't do anything about it, there's no need for him to know. that sounds kinda rude but it's the truth, only lisa knows and it's because we're like sisters. i consider the rest of our group family too but there's certain people in all friend groups that you're just closer too. me and jungkook are pretty close but there are a few people that i'm way closer to than him. so if i was going to tell anyone, he wouldn't be my first choice.. but that doesn't mean i'm gonna tell anyone..
Jungkooks pov
Over these past couple of days i keep thinking about y/n and what could be wrong with her. I mean looking back i was pretty stupid, i missed all of these things and i'm pretty sure everyone did too but now thinking about it, it all knocks me in the head suddenly. I haven't noticed before that she doesn't eat lunch.
We were all talking about the party tomorrow night, it's a girls birthday and i told everyone to make sure they dress somewhat nice since a lot of people are gonna be there, this isn't one of those high school parties where you can get away with wearing sweats.. i like to say it's a little more classy maybe a pair of jeans and a shirt. It's a birthday party after all.
Y/n pov
"RINGGGG RINGGGG" the school bell goes, letting everyone know it's time to go home. Home. most people like going there. it's their own place, the place they love most, a place where they feel safe, a place where they can relax and live freely. To me, my home isn't home. I don't think any place in this world will ever truly 100% be considered a home to me. Yeah lisa's place and my others friends places are nice to be at, but that's their home, with their family, with their stuff and with their freedom.
Me, lisa and rose decided to go shopping for tomorrow's party because jungkook said to dress nice? I don't care about what i look like, i also don't care about anyone else's opinion on what i look like. as long as i'm comfortable, i'm fine. I still decided to go though because it gives me an excuse to not go "home"
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"okay so what store first?" Lisa asks
"I was thinking we could eat first" Rose says, making us all laugh.
To be honest I could eat. I mean just because i don't eat a lot doesn't mean i don't eat at all. I ate at school sometimes but only when i really needed to. I usually just eat at home or go out with lisa. I don't have a large appetite anymore anyway, as i started eating less food, my appetite became smaller.
After we ate we went to a store.
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