a new beginning (on a break)

chapter 11

"taehyung, where's Mina?"

"she told me she felt really sick so she couldn't come but i'm gonna go meet her tomorrow" tae said

"wait who tf is mina" Yoongi asked, everyone else nodded their head and waiting for an answer.
"LMAO that's taehyungs girlfriend" You say laughing
"woah woah, i didn't know you had a girl friend taehyung, damnn" Jimin said, everyone else looking shocked and laughing.
"heyy y/n! Guys she's not my girl friend....yet" Tae said smirking while he said the last part.
We all went crazy and he just smiled in embarrassment.

"she's different eh? i mean you've never been this way for a girl before" You say

"yeah she's special, i'm not playing around this time and it's not just another one night stand, in all honesty we haven't fucked yet, in fact we haven't done anything like that, just talked about life and had good conversations, it was nice and she's different." Tae says, making everyone shocked

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Fast forward to the next day...

You got home around 2:30 am.
Obviously you woke up late in the morning.
"1:18 pm" you read on the clock.
Last night you couldn't fall asleep properly, only one thing was on your mind. The "almost kiss"..
Maybe you're just over thinking.

Today was just a lazy day. You didn't have much to do, so you just stayed home and watched netflix.
Eventually Lisa came over and you both just started eating and watching movies.

You told lisa eventually about everything that happened.
"WAIT WHAT" Lisa screamed, not believing the words that just came out of my mouth.
"WE ALMOST KISSED!" You said still shocked about it.
"What happened after that?" She asked
"nothing, in fact we didn't even say a word to each other" you say back.
"w-wait you don't like him, do you?"
"EW NOO, of course not, i would never like him Lisa, you know that. We were just caught in the moment about what happened before" You say back reassuring her.
She just nodded, but a couple seconds later she said
"i mean, you're gonna talk to him about it right?"

"uhm no! that's the last thing i would do, we're never gonna speak of this ever again!¡" You say.

"but you need to, or else things are gonna get awkward, all you need to talk about is that you guys are sure there's no feelings and it was all just a mistake about to happen, that way things won't be awkward since there's this lingering tension between y'all at the moment" Lisa says, acting like it's a life lesson.
I guess she's right, but it could go both ways... It could either clear the air, or become more weirder then it is right now.

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Fast forward to monday:

You're on your way to school, you decided to walk today since it was nice and warm outside. Sometimes you need a little fresh air to gather around your thoughts, it also helps with calming down.. kinda like yoga :)
You walked into the school and went to your locker, as you were putting away your stuff, you saw jungkook at the other side of the hall. You guys both looked at each other for a second before turning around in awkwardness. Damn this is gonna be harder then you thought.
You'll just talk to him later, maybe at lunch?

You went throughout your day normally, also thinking about what exactly you were gonna say to jungkook. Like i said before, he isn't the type of person to talk about feelings and shit like that, so this is gonna be hard.. for me and for him.

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ksksksksk this is out of the place i'm just tired. hope y'all liked it.

Qotd: Have you been to a bts concert?
my answer: sadly no :(