Chapter 13: I'm not Lost, right?

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Jungkook's POV

I was currently in the bathroom, well you could say I was thinking too deeply I forgot that I was already wasting too much water.

Taehyung, somehow that name came ringing in my head. Aish, Jungkook stop it. Crushing madly in your hyung does not make you any popular. But then, maybe loving guys is not so much shameful. I think love makes me who I am.

Do I really like like him?

Or is this just a silly attraction?

I don't know, all I know is that my heart beats so fast when I'm with him. Simple as that. I think about all the times my face is tinted as red because of his small gestures of affection as my hyung.

Hyung.

I sighed and turned off the shower.

I put on some comfy sweatpants and plain white-v neck tshirt.

"There you are, I was beginning to get worried you fainted or drowned inside the bathroom." Yoongi hyung greets me.

"Hey hyung," I said casually.

"Dinner's ready, everyone's there already including Tae. He was worried you were taking too long showering."

He said as I followed suit towards the dining room.

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After dinner, I volunteered to help the dishes since I was the reason everybody had to wait a little longer to start eating. I was currently drying the clean plates when I noticed a presence behind me.

I looked and saw Yoongi hyung leaning against the kitchen door frame.

"Tell me, what do you like about Taehyung?" He said out of no where.

"What the fu-?! Hyung!" I playfully pouted a little taken back by his sudden outburst.

"I mean, are you whipped or something?" he continued.

"Hyung, please drop it." I said literally pleading.

"I could tell he feels the same."

His last sentence made me drop the plate on which it scattered to peices.
I quickly kneeled down to clean it when---

"Ow!" Blood was trickling at my fore finger.

"Pabo! Don't touch that, geez hold on I'll get something to clean and yes, first aid." Yoongi hyung said.

Moments later, he cleaned the broken pieces and treated my wounds.

"You sure are one distracted guy. You know you can't keep doing that right? Everyone has high expectations for you," Yoongi hyung said and started putting away the materials.

"Is everyone okay? I heard a crash earlier while I was at the bathroom." Jin hyung said and we both just chuckled.

I went inside our room and saw it was dark. I figured hyung would be sleeping. I saw his figure wrapped. in a comforter facing the window.

I motioned for my bed.

" Kookie? "

I looked behind and saw Taehyung slowly sitting up.

"Hyung? Is something wrong?" I said and walked closer to his bed.

"I can't sleep. Can you sleep beside me?" He shyly said.

That slapped me. Wow, that's cool. I can't keep my cool up. I don't know what to say to that.

"I-It's okay if you don't want to--" He begins which made me panic.

"No! I mean, no-yes I'll sleep beside you." I was a bit hesitant at first but as I went beside him I felt warmness and oh his scent was addicting. It was very--Taehyung.

He placed his head on my built chest and snuggled deeply.

"You smell nice Kookie and warm too."He said which made me laugh a little.

Where am I? I thought to myself as I continued feeling Taehyung on my arms. I'm not lost right? This feeling. It makes me loose my fucking mind that it fucking hurts to be away from him. Ah shit, Jungkook? What is this? Why can't I find my way back to my old self where I pictured Taehyung as my hyung and me as his dongsaeng?

I was so lost in thought that Taehyung's low, velvity voice brought me back,

"Thank you Kookie, your'e truly the best dongsaeng ever." He geny kissed my cheek amd went back to his position.

I can't process everthing that damn happened. He pecked me, he was being so bold.

I felt my heart beating faster and faster. His scent was not helping. Hey, can you blame me? Hyung made me lost but at the same time bring me back.

Am I really falling for him?

Just then, Yoongi hyung's voice echoed in my head.

What exactly do you like about Taehyung?

I have the answer to that.

What I love about him?












I love everything about him.






I tightened my hold when I flinched because of the slight pain my cut gave.

"Are you okay?" Taehyung looks and found my bandaged finger.

"Omo! What happened?!"

"I was being clumsy and cut myslef on a broken plate. But it's just a scratch though not that much of a big deal." I reassured him.

His worried fatigue was illuminated from the soft blending of moon light outside the window, giving me the magical view of his beautiful charming face.

" You should be more carefull. " He said as he slowly picked my injured finger and geny pressed his lips on it.

Oh shit.

He kissed my injured hand.

Now I wished it was my lips that were injured, if I knew he was going to kiss it.

"There."He smiled and I was completely awe-strucked by what he just did.

" Wh-What was that for? " That was all I managed to say and my face was burning while my heart was pounding so loudly that it would burst out of my ribcage any second.

" You told me kisses make everything heal faster. Your kisses made me feel better. I hope mine does too. "He smiled softly.

I was sleechless but I still managed to smile.

" Thanks hyung. "

We slowly drifted to sleep, comfortable in each other's warmth.

It's safe to say, I'm in love with Kim Taehyung.

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