Daily Routine [KTH💜JJK]

Chapter 15: Random Confession

Taehyung's POV

I was startled with the revelation in front of me. It was like Jungkook confessed straight at me. I was ready to strangle myself but the smile was telling me otherwise.

"H-Hyung,"

"Jungkookie-ah, is it true?" My voice was hoarse, nervous.

"I--," Jungkook started then swallowed and stood up causing the bed to bounce up so suddenly.

He avoided eye contact.

His face painted with deep shades of red indicating shyness.

He was caught on the act.

No way out.

"N-No, it was an act." He suddenly started.

I stopped. Or so  I thought.

"Act?"

He pointed at the camera facing us. A dot near the lens were red meaning it was recording.

He laughed so suddenly and picked out the camera.

"Should have seen your face hyung! It was epic!" He laughed and my face was flustered as hell.

Tears suddenly formed in my eyes.

I can't believe I kissed him back! That was the most humiliating thing that just happened in all my life!

I cried.

Jungkook look at me with a worried face.

" H-Hyung? Wh-Why are you crying?"

I did not answer but just let my emotions drown in my tears. I hiccupped and cried loudly.

Jungkook was beyond worried. He just pushed the wrong buttons.

"H-Hyung, I-I'm sorry t-that was a bit overboard." He tried telling me but still, hy heart was aching too much that I could not answer and just let my tears overflow the sadness inside me.

Fuck.

My hopes went soaring high for mere seconds and suddenly bombed down to the lowest point of the ground below.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry hyung, please forgive me. It was too much. Im sorry Im sorry." Jungkook hugged me as I cried in his chest.

A good few minutes and I stopped crying. My eyes were still red and puffy, my nose was still running and my face was all sweaty.

Jungkook gave me a glass of water and I took it without looking at him. I drank it all till the last drop and placed it near the bedside table.

Jungkook looked at me a bit guilty and took my hand.

"Iam so sorry hyung, that was too much. I understand if you dont wabt to talk to me or hate me. I understand. That went overboard. Im so so sorry."

He was soft. His hands were trembling, obviously guilt was eating him alive.

It's now or never Tae. You know Jungkook's real feelings. He does not feel that way. At least let yourself be honest for once. Tell him the truth and move on.

Its time to face the reality and move on from the fantasy in your head.

I tookmy hands from him and looked away caused him to look at me with teary eyes.

"Tae--"

"I like you Jungkook, hell I love you! More than a bandmate, a friend, a brother! An-and you think playing with stupid joke like that broke me to pieces. You should have told me straight in my face that you don't love me pryou find me awkward and it makes you uncomfortable! "Tears startedto pour out of my eyes.

" I was scared! Scared my shits that after this random confession you would walk away from me! Leave me alone and forget everything! I didnt want that! I was happy that fans think we look good together! But, I--"I was crying again. I did not dare to look at Jungkook too ashamed and humiliated.

" You messed my feelings big time Jungkook. I thought-- you meant it. "I said quietly.

" Tae--"I cut him off.

" Please, don't make it harder for me anymore. Leave me alone. I want to move on from your feelings. " I turned away from him and pushed myself to sleep.

Silence engulfed the whole room.

" I'm sorry hyung. "

I felt him stand up and head out the door.

As I heard the gentle closing of the room door I cried so hard. Unable to bear thebottled up feeling I have for him.

I knew it.

I was too good and too ahead of my self.

I now ruined everything.

I ruined our friendship.

I ruined our bond.

I ruined myself.

I drove the person away from me.

I let him take my heart away without him giving back.

I Kim Taehyung, was straightly rejected my love, Jeon Jungkook.