Daily Routine [KTH💜JJK]

Chapter 16: Avoidance is a Bitch

Taehyung's POV

After hours of sadness, heavy regret, endless pain and suffering. I felt the door open again.

Soft footsteps trailed towards me.

"Tae," Yoongi-hyung's voice boomed with ease and softness inside the sad aura of the entire room.

I instantly looked towards him while ridiculously wiping my running nose.

"Are you okay?" He asked ever so softly.

I playfully scoffed while wiping thetears in my puffy painful eyes that does not stop from falling.

"No." I bluntly answered.

"I'll be sleeping here tonight. Jimin agreed to sleep in Jin hyung and Namjoon's room while Hobi talked something with Jungkook." He explained.

Yoongi hyung sat on my bed and handed me a pill.

"Stop crying. You will ruin your handsome face. That might reduce your points in winning Jungkook." He tried to joke to lighten up the mood but my bitter bitch self took over.

"What's there to win? All I have left is to try to move on which is ironically impossible at the moment." I said sarcastically still wiping my dreaded face.

Yoongi hyung sighed.

"Both of you are still young, you two can work something out. I mean, you did tell him you love him. Wait him out, maybe he will realize something." He said rubbing circles around my back.

I stopped.

"Wh--?"

"You werent exactly quiet you know? Normally, everybody in this forest heard your pent up random confession." He snickered.

"I-Im sorry for disturbing you all." I looked down, slightly guilty.

"I was a bit happy you told him how you feel. That took a lot of courage Tae. I am so lroud of you for being brave." Yoongi hyung said and ruffled my hair.

"This cabin in woods trip was finally living up its purposes. It's bringing us closer than ever." He continued.

"I feel awful hyung! I love him but I ruined it all. I want him to tell me that too but-- but, - - he--" I started to cry again. I feel like a heartbroken highschool bitch that is dumped by her boyfriend in their anniversary.

I was engulfed in a hug by Yoongi-hyung.

" Ssshhhh... That's okay Tae, tell hyung everything. "

" I can't tell him how and when, but I know I am so in love that I would be willing to leave BTS and give up my career if it means I could love him. I love him hyung."

"Please don't make Jungkook the end of anything. You, my Tae worked hard toget this far. You worked hard to be here. Don't waste your life's work for a mere heartbreak. If does not see the loveyou have, then he does not deserve you. Hell, I tell that to Jimin all the time. We are here, Jimin is here, Namjoon, Jin and Hobi. We are here to help you. " Yoongi said trying to keep me sane at the moment.

" Thank you hyung. " I cried.

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A few good minutes. I heard a soft knock and tensed. Yoongi hyung opened a door revealing a smiling Jimin holding a tray of milk and cookies.

" Jin hyung made these. To ease up the pain. Kookie and Hobi are making progress as well."

" Im sorry Mochi, for dragging you and Yoongi hyung in this mess. You get to separate rooms because of me." I said quietly.

"Taetaebear, I love you as my dongsaeng. Don't worry, Yoongi hyung is a loud sleeper, you would be the one in trouble." He laughed and winked at me.

I gave small laugh.

"Now that's it. Smile Tae, your face is so puffy and that international poll will be hand over to Jin."Yoongi joked.

I still feel bad. I said mean things to Jungkook. Maybe I was just letting my selfish me take over. That was bad.

" I should apologize to Jungkook. " I turned to stand up and head towards Yoongi and Jimin's room stopping by the door.

I hear Jungkook's faint voice behind the door assuming he was talking to Hoseok hyung.

"I can't tell him hyung. I'm completely scared to tell him that I don't feel the same way..." I did'nt let him finish and ran outside the cabin.

He really did not feel the same way.

I ran outside the cabin veranda and sat on the wooden stairs near the entrance.

Heartbreak huh?

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Meanwhile...

Jungkook's POV

" I can't tell him hyung. I'm completely scared to tell him that I don't feel the same way, I feel exactly more than love can define. I'm so inlove with him that I could barely control my damn self." I cried and placed my hands on my own pathetic face.

"Look Jungkook, you can't avoid him forever or this forever. It's either tell him the truth or suffer the regret."

"I can't hyung. I'm scared."

"Look it's okay to be scared. That's normal." Hobi hyung placed his hand on my shoulder.

"But, I--"

"Kook, this is for both of you. In my humble opinion, both of you are pussies scared in telling your very obvious reasons. At least Taehyung has already manned up and told you his feelings. Now its your turn! Avoidance is a bitch Kooks. If he avoids you, it might be bad. " Hobi said.

" I love him. But I am not sure. "

" Make it sure. " Hobi hyung lied down Yoongi's bed and I did rhe same on Jimin's.