Tiger Love

Chapter 17 (Roar;)

Chapter 17

(Cole's POV)

It's painful.

As every day passes by, I'm left wondering if I'm going to be mateless. The constant anxiety is slowly eating away at my heart and mind. And soon, it will drive me to the brink of insanity. The painful cries of my wolf, echo inside my head as he try's to reach out to her. But were being blocked out, by some unknown force. I know I messed up.

I was scared of the emotions that she made me feel. I'm supposed to be the big, bad, alpha. So when I had the chance, I tried to reject her. I thought, maybe if I shut her out, she and I will be better off going our separate ways. Despite the agony of withdraw my body felt, I continued on thinking she was going to have a better life.

But I was wrong.

Seeing her lay on the hospital bed without that little spark of mischief in her eyes, killed me. Her skin was a shade paler and I even missed her weird rambling. I didn't know her well, but I knew enough to know that I almost destroyed her.

I don't deserve her.

That I know.

And to be honest, the Sam guy is probably better for her. He was there when I wasn't. They knew each other longer. They share a history together. And I respect that. But I can't help but gather every bit of my hope and pray that she realizes how much I need her.

I can be a jerk. I have personality problems. But I'm just hoping that being my mate, she will be able to look past that and see me for who I really am. Cause before I knew it,

I was falling in love with her.

Every voicemail.

Every text.

Every call.

Is me, trying to prove my love to her. She wants her space and I will give that to her but I need something to keep me thriving on. The constant fear of losing her is driving me insane.

But I want to be a better person.

For her.

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hi cans!

just a little insight on Cole and Sam will be coming soon!

Maybe these povs will change ur opinion?

team Sam or team Cole?