Next Day (Roar;) 19

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Next Day

The silence was painful.

Even though we were in the same bed, it felt like we were miles apart.

It didn't choose him in the end.

And I think, that's what hurts him the most. The fact that he was once again, in second place. Even though he so clearly deserved to be number one in my heart. Sam didn't know what happened last night, and I cant bring myself to tell him.

So once again, my decision ends up hurting others. And now, Cole's unfaithfulness will forever be engraved in my mind. I thought he changed but I guess a tiger never changes his stripes. I don't know why I thought, I could break him from his player ways because he was our mate. But I guess, mates aren't always soul mates.

So even though, I originally picked Cole, I am going to put my all in being the mate that Sam deserves. Sam was wronged in the loss of his first mate and now he was wronged again by his second choice mate.

"Stop."

Snapping out of my thoughts, I turned over and noticed that I was face to face with Sam. His eyes stared into mine, mixed with happiness and amusement.

"Ever since I met you, I started to notice things about you that others don't usually see."

"When your thinking about something difficult, your nose scrunches a little."

"When your angry, a faint blush can be seen on your neck if you look close enough."

"And when you feel regretful or guilty, your eyes glisten. So tell me, why are your eyes glistening?"

Ok. I should have felt super creeped out by his almost stalker approach but instead I found it.....sweet. I could tell he was nervous and a little embarrassed despite his confident way of speaking. And that made me feel even worse.

"Sam, I have pushed you aside once again. I picked Cole and I'm only here because he ended up cheating on me. How can you still like me? Why do you still want to be my mate?!"

He flinched when I said Cole's name and sat up while keeping his head down as he whispered,

"I don't know. I don't know why I can never be mad at you or let you go. I wish I could have stopped liking you a while ago but I can't. My body and mind are so addicted to you that I can only come to one conclusion."

"Your my mate and I'm in love with you."

Before I could process or reply to him, he was gone. And the only evidence that proved that he actually had said that was the faint click of the door behind him. Leaving me alone, to my thoughts.

But the worst part was,

I don't know if I love him back.

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Hi cans!

I just want to smack some sense into Rayne right now. Stupid girl.

Sam is my new boo now. lol

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ps: if she doesn't end up loving Sam, i'll gladly take him instead!

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