Feared or Loved? |BTS ff| Arajae

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"Run faster Minjee! Ouch! D**n it!" I twisted my ankle. I just brushed it off and kept running. "We are almost there Arajae!" Minjee shouted. I'm glad. We've been running for........to long. Anyway, we got to the airport. "Come on, come on, come on!" I said under my breath. We went to our terminal and got on the plane. I relaxed. We're finally safe from the Korean mafia. 

"We're finally safe unnie!" She huffed. "If you hadn't hacked them Ara, we wouldn't have been running from them!" I looked down. "I'm sorry unnie. I should have been more careful." She sighed deeply. "I'm sorry Ara. It's just......I don't want you to get hurt." I looked at her. I understand that. I'm just a hacker and medic. I have NO training. Except in hacking and medicine. She's always protected me. 

She protected me from the bullies, my abusive mom, the street thugs. She has always protected me. We are so close that we are basically sisters. Gosh! I mean, Minjee basically raised me! Anyway, she always had to protect me because I'm just the weak little hacker girl. The only thing I do is hack and help heal people. I sighed. 

"Hey! Don't beat yourself up! It's fine!" I looked at her with a sad face. "Unnie. We are moving to America to get away from the Korean mafia. AT 16!!" I whisper-shouted. "And it's all my fault! I should have been more careful!" I put my face in my hands and shook my head. She hugged me. "Oh Ara! This isn't your fault! I was the one who told you to hack them!" I looked at her with teary eyes. 

"I should have seen all the red flags! Gosh! I'm so stupid!" I said. She looked pissed. When Minjee unnie is pissed she is scary. "YOU. ARE. NOT. STUPID!" I looked at her scared. "Y-yes unnie!" I squeaked. She sighed. "Mianhae, Ara." I nodded. I can understand why she reacted that way. Last time I said that was when I tried to commit.......again. I had always cut, but that wasn't enough. So I decided to commit. 

Why? Because my mom blames me for my dad's death. He died in a car crash when I was 6. He was driving me home from school when a semi came out of no where and hit the car full-force. I hit my head and lost all of my memories. My dad on the other hand, he went through the windshield and landed  a few feet away from the car. My mom always said that I killed him. I felt horrible. I killed my own father. 

That's when people started to bully me. A month after the bullying started I began to cut. Nobody cared anyway. I still cut when I mess up something. Like how I messed up my mom's life. How I made the Korean mafia come after us. Speaking of! I still need to cut for that. Unnie has never really told me about her home life, but I sure it wasn't awesome either. I got comfortable in the seat and fell asleep on Minjee's shoulder.

We finally arrived in America! We're free! "Come on Ara! We need to get to the house and head to bed so we can be ready for school tomorrow!" I nodded and followed her. It was a quiet ride to our new house. I just listened to the rain hit the roof. "Unnie. My English is very bad. How will they understand me?" She smiled. "The only class we don't have together is STEM. You decided to take STEM. I chose a psychology class." I nodded.

"What about music unnie?" She smiled. "We have music together. I'm so happy! I can finally hear your amazing voice!" I shook my head. "No! I get to hear YOUR amazing voice!" I said and did an aegyo. "Awwww! Stop! You're to cute!" She said as she shielded her eyes, jokingly. I giggled. "Mianhae, unnie!" She pinched my cheeks. "It's fine Ara. Oh! We're here!" I looked at the house. Wahhhhhhh! It's BEAUTIFUL!!! I saw it was already nightfall. I went inside and went to an already furnished room. I love this room. 

It was painted with a galaxy display! And on the ceiling there were glow stars!!! I laid on the bed and felt my eyes slowly close as I went to sleep. I felt my unnies presence. That's one thing I can do. I can sense the presence of a person. "Goodnight unnie." I mumbled, tired. I heard her chuckle. "Goodnight Ara.