Feared or Loved? |BTS ff| Arajae

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I walked into Namjoon's office. "I'm done." I put the flash drive full of information on the Thailand mafia. "That was quick! It only took you....12 hours?!!?" I sighed. It would've only taken ten if their server didn't crash. "Yeah. So can I go back to my room now?" 

He looked at me and smiled. "Yes. But Ara!" I looked at him and nodded. "Please try to bond with the boys." I nodded. I really don't plan on actually doing that. I just want to be back with my Unnies again. Not to mention, I'm VERY shy. 

I got back to my room and looked at all the plates of uneaten food. Jin keeps on giving me food, pressuring me to eat it. I say I will so he will leave then I leave it there and work some more on T.I.E. I was lying on my bed, deep in thought when someone came into my room. "Ara? Ara? Ara!!" 

I was pulled out of my thoughts by the man himself, Kim Seokjin. "Hmmm?" He sighed. "Why aren't you eating?" I sat up and looked him straight in the eyes. "I already told you! I'm. Not. Hungry!" He shook his head. "And I already told you that you need to eat!" I glared at him. 

"I like you guys but, ONLY MY UNNIE CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO B***H!!! OKAY?!??! SO LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!" I yelled, losing control of my temper. "WHAT DON'T YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND ABOUT THAT?!?!?! SHE IS BASICALLY MY EOMMA!!!" I started to throw things before blacking out. 

I woke up on the bed, lying underneath Jin. "What the he**?!?! Get off me you perv!!! You're-!!!" He put his hand over my mouth. So I bit him. "Owwwww!" He whined. "That's what you get for putting your hand over my mouth perv! Now why the he** are you on top of me?!" 

He looked at me confused. "You don't remember?" Did he take advantage of me?! "No! I don't! Wait! You didn't-!" He shook his head before screaming, "NOOOOO!!!!! YOU WENT CRAZY AND TRIED TO KILL ME!!!!!!" I was confused and hurt. 

"B-But! I would never hurt anyone!!" He laughed. "Sure" He replied sarcastically. I was beyond hurt. "You don't trust me?" I said. He saw the tears in my eyes. "I blacked out!! I swear!!" He muttered something under his breath.

"Ara, we kinda....wekindakilledyourunnies! They fired at-!" Before he could finish that sentence I blacked out. 

I woke being held down by Jungkook and Yoongi. "What happened?" I looked around to see Jin covered in bruises and smiled like a crazy person. "Don't act like you don't know what you did b***h!!!" Yoongi yelled. "But-!" He slapped me. 

I broke free of their grips and my hand flew to my burning cheek. "That's what you get b***h. I don't care what Namjoon says. I can never treat someone like you as my sister." I was so hurt and confused. I began to cry so I kicked them out. "Get out." I growled in a low voice. "What?" I looked up and glared at Jungkook. 

"I SAID GET THE F**K OUT!!!" Yoongi looked pissed. "DON'T YELL AT MY MAKNAE!!!!!" He ran at me and began to beat me. I couldn't fight back. I started to have flashbacks of when I was being bullied in middle school. I was a mess. I couldn't breathe properly, I was crying and screaming. "THAT IS WHAT YOU GET YOU DUMB ASS B***H!!!! DON'T EVER HIT MY FAMILY!!!! DON'T YELL AT THEM EITHER!!!" 

I heard a crack then I felt a pain shoot up my leg. I screamed bloody murder. That's when Namjoon walked in. "YOONGI!!!! WHAT THE HE** ARE YOU DOING?!?!!?" Yoongi glared at me. "This isn't over you dumb b***h!!" He hissed before leaving. Namjoon walked over to me. "Are you okay?! I'm sor-!" I glared at him. 

"EVERYONE OUT!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! Please!!!!" I begged. He nodded and made Jin and Jungkook leave. I got up and went to my bathroom, where I had a stash of medical supplies. I put something on my leg and went to the window in my room. I looked down. I could make that without getting hurt. 

I went to the closet and got a black cloak and a mask. I went to the window and jumped out. I unfolded the cloak and put it on. Then I put on the mask and went into town. I got to my house and was so excited. I knocked on the door. Minjee opened it. "Unnie!! Please let me in!!" She gasped and quickly pulled me into the house. "Ara!!! OMG!!" She hugged me tightly. I took off my mask and cloak. She saw all of my forming bruises.