New Perspective [A Jessie J Fanfiction]

Chapter 11 - Part 2

My breathing was heavy, as was Jessie's as we both refused to put any distance between us. Our lips continued to move in sync, although now it was with much more force. I'd always thought of Jess as a vanilla type girl; soft gentle kisses and a shit load of cuddling. Of course I couldn't care less considering the heavy pants and low sexy moans Jess was making.

Eventually we did have to pull apart, much to my disappointment. My lips already felt lonely and incomplete and I instantly missed the touch of Jess's soft full lips against mine. I stared deeply into Jess's eyes which were glistening in the dim light from my living room. Her face was twisted into a look I had never seen before.

"What's that face?" I asked almost in a whisper.

"I'm happy," she replied smiling.

Yet again, a broad smile spread across my face and I got up from my current position and sat on Jess's lap, my legs at both sides of her body. I slung my fingers around her neck before pulling her in once again and connecting our lips. My heart jumped excitedly as I felt her hands grab my waist, pressing my body against hers. An unexpected moan escaped my lips as my chest became pressed against hers.

Jess's tongue slid against my bottom lip pleading for entrance into my mouth, which was ofcourse granted immediately. Her tongue danced with mine as we explored our newly found territories. Her fingers weaved through my hair, pulling at it slightly before jolting my head forward, allowing herself more access to get deeper into my mouth.

The sudden jolt of my head seemed to slap me back into the reality of things. It was only in this moment I realized what I had done and been doing. I removed my hands from her neck and pulled my mouth away quickly like I had been scorched. I could see the confusion in Jess's eyes and I knew within minutes they would be replaced with hurt. I got up from my place on her lap before standing in the middle of the living room floor.

"I need you to leave right now," I said, trying my best to keep my voice from breaking.

"Mia-what?" Jess asked almost pleadingly.

"Just leave. NOW!" My voice was raised and I didn't mean to but I could feel anger building up inside me.

I watched as Jess got up from her place on the couch and open the front door quietly before giving me a quick glance as she left.

My breathing had become ragged as my anger escalated. My lungs felt the same way they had the day I heard my Dad was dead. I ran to my room before collapsing on my bed and crying my eyes out involuntarily.

A/N: After posting Chapter 11, I realized I hadn't included everything I wanted to and this bit was too short for a next chapter. That said, this may or may not be the last part of this story I update. I am considering discontinuing this story.